Rant Thread - Page 122

Queenofdarkness57 · 05-09-2006, 08:11 AM

This is the worst day EVER! The guy I like and I thought liked me too was suspended from school because of being accused of selling drugs.
Then he tells me his ex girlfriend( they went out for 10 months) is begging for him back and he told me he doesnt want to but he still asked me what he should do.
Is he crazy? I'm dying here...

I hate guys

Sanctus Dei · 05-09-2006, 08:41 AM

I can't fucking hear out of my right ear.. DAY FUCKING THREE it hurts like a mother fucker and if I'm going deaf in that ear I am going to rage like I've never raged before I swear..

Yes, I've whined about this a few places today, and until it's better that trend may continue. *growl*

Empty_Purple_Stars · 05-09-2006, 08:55 AM

Please to be clearing out your Inbox, Hawtie.

Sanctus Dei · 05-09-2006, 09:18 AM

Clear as requested... but my rant is just that, a rant. I know it will get better, I just wish it would hurry for christ's sake!

Empty_Purple_Stars · 05-09-2006, 09:25 AM

I could suck out the drainage if you think that would help?

*waits for sound of puking*

Sanctus Dei · 05-09-2006, 09:36 AM

Holy disgusting... you sweet minx of a woman you.... that's fucking sick.

I love you.

BADSEED · 05-10-2006, 12:57 PM

BANKS SUCK and they bleed you everychance they get, those capatilist scumbags!

BADSEED · 05-10-2006, 02:48 PM

Sorry I do know how to spell Capitalist and Capitalism.
I was just typing fast because i was in a hurry.
Thank you for the correction.

BADSEED · 05-10-2006, 03:08 PM

Oh yeah and I knew I could count on you to correct my spelling Xng!

A Simple Poet · 05-10-2006, 04:30 PM

Xng, it would be worse, I suppose, if it had been spelled Communist Banks.

No it wouldn't, hell, it would have been more amusingly droll.

mutsumiasakura · 05-10-2006, 06:17 PM

As my last post of the day before I drag my sorry carcass off to dinner, I must have a sarcastic rant. I just must. (Please, all members of Gnet: I am being facetious. Take it in stride. ^_^)

I have completely given up on ever trusting the opinion of another member of mainstream society again! *weeps* Due to the lack of comments on my overvisited MySpace account, combined with my miserably low scores on "Hot or Not.com", my life has no meaning anymore. I must comit ritual seppuku.
Goodbye.
*disembowels self*

Morrigan_Dubh · 05-11-2006, 05:21 AM

I've been in a compounded "I'm a lost cause and an unredeemable loser" state of mind for the last few days... I have been praying that it is premenstrual stress, and that I will see the light again in a few days, but for now, it's hard.
I can't really talk to anyone about it, because I don't like to whine in real life. So I'll do it here. It'S healthier than just swallowing it all.
I'm tired of feeling like this. I am at a point where I can't fight it anymore and I just want to stop treading water and slip under.

Anyone else suffer badly from PMS?

Cicero · 05-11-2006, 07:51 AM

Mine is absolutely ghastly. Exactly 5 days before every period I have a very similar "I'm a lost cause and an unredeemable loser" feeling. It took me years to realise the 5-days-before pattern and so I assumed every time it happened that it would never end. I'm at the tail end of this month's round of it, so naturally I'm not in my best state.

I usually succumb to it for a while and just let it take it's course. Once the hormones are back in order it'll disappear. All I can say is feel better soon! And not that this will help, but here's an internet-hug: *hugs* (I really am terrible at hugs, I apologise for that).

Morrigan_Dubh · 05-11-2006, 07:58 AM

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Originally Posted by Cicero

Mine is absolutely ghastly. Exactly 5 days before every period I have a very similar "I'm a lost cause and an unredeemable loser" feeling. It took me years to realise the 5-days-before pattern and so I assumed every time it happened that it would never end. I'm at the tail end of this month's round of it, so naturally I'm not in my best state.

I usually succumb to it for a while and just let it take it's course. Once the hormones are back in order it'll disappear. All I can say is feel better soon! And not that this will help, but here's an internet-hug: *hugs* (I really am terrible at hugs, I apologise for that).

Thank you so much, Cicero. I think the best thing that happened to me was realising it was PMS and not just me going insane.
Thanks for the hug and the empathy

It means a lot :*

Queenofdarkness57 · 05-11-2006, 08:51 AM

My boy broke up with me

Morrigan_Dubh · 05-11-2006, 09:05 AM

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Originally Posted by Queenofdarkness57

My boy broke up with me

I think it was for the better, Queenie. The little you said about him sounded like he wasn't good for you. Now you can concentrate on making yourself happy, and not trying to keep up with someone else. You've got loads of time to meet a better boy.
You are a gorgeous person, inside and out. Don't worry, babe.

*hug*

WolfMoon · 05-11-2006, 09:32 AM

Morrigan, a week before my 'monthly visitor' a turn into a complete bitch and hate everybody. I also get depressed and insecure and just, generally, don't feel like myself.

Queenie, you're a fabulous person and only deserve the best! Don't settle for less than you're truly worth. This guy didn't sound like he was nearly good enough for you. Once the sorrow has passed, you'll find someone better. But just remember, you don't need another person to make you feel whole. The only person who will always be there for you is you.

*hugz*

:*

Queenofdarkness57 · 05-11-2006, 11:18 AM

Thanks everyone.

You're all right! He did seem like the perfect guy back then, but things happened way too fast and drove off the wrong edge. At least I can focus on my studies and reading more, he did keep me distracted or dreaming often. Right now I'm so glad I have friends like you guys, always making me feel happy! I <3 you all SO MUCH!!!!! *hugs*

05-11-2006, 11:56 AM

Bah, Queenie, you're one of our girls. No matter what, we'll make you feel better!

Boys suck.

So do girls... just in a different way.

Queenofdarkness57 · 05-11-2006, 12:06 PM

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Originally Posted by darkangel29

Bah, Queenie, you're one of our girls. No matter what, we'll make you feel better!

Boys suck.

So do girls... just in a different way.

Hehe you crack me up. You're so sweet! Thanks

<3 you beaucou beaucoup! *kisses*

Loy · 05-11-2006, 03:10 PM

My rant-3 14 hour days in a row....bleh....couldn't leave town like I wanted to last weekend....bleh....can't fucking wake up....bleh....and SIFF starts in a few weeks. Normally that's good, but I have this feeling that I'll be going insane from getting called in to do shit for 'em (you know, because I have sooooo much free time with the other 5 or so jobs that I have).....also, ex is fucking with me seeing my son....bleh....and general girl problems, as in "why can't I find one that's sane/nice/not a stabber?"....bleh....

horrorgirl · 05-11-2006, 04:12 PM

Got rid of most of my goth club clothes today. I donated three stuffed garbage bags full of clothes and two of shoes to Goodwill. The donation lady seemed thrilled and I feel slightly traumatized. It just feels strange knowing that my closet is now just about empty and that I only own five pairs of shoes. It had to be done though since I have dropped out of the subculture and they were just taking up too much needed space. At least the clothes will make some creative kid who shops at Goodwill happy.

On another note I have to work four twelve hour days in a row again. GRRRR!!!!!!!!

Sanctus Dei · 05-11-2006, 04:43 PM

*hugs the Queen* If boys weren't so stupid I'd suggest you mourn the loss, but darn it I can't seem to muster the straight face when I put "boys" and "worthwhile" in the same sentence. So I'll merely suggest you have a good night at home alone with a movie, popcorn, and um... wait how old are you again?

0_o *blink*

WolfMoon · 05-11-2006, 09:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Loy

My rant-3 14 hour days in a row....bleh....couldn't leave town like I wanted to last weekend....bleh....can't fucking wake up....bleh....and SIFF starts in a few weeks. Normally that's good, but I have this feeling that I'll be going insane from getting called in to do shit for 'em (you know, because I have sooooo much free time with the other 5 or so jobs that I have).....also, ex is fucking with me seeing my son....bleh....and general girl problems, as in "why can't I find one that's sane/nice/not a stabber?"....bleh....

Sorry babe, Ex's suck and so do stabby-insane-mean girls.

I'm nice when I'm not depressed or pms-ing too badly.

Take me now! My stable mental-state may only last a little while.

Morrigan_Dubh · 05-12-2006, 03:32 AM

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Originally Posted by WolfMoon

Morrigan, a week before my 'monthly visitor' a turn into a complete bitch and hate everybody. I also get depressed and insecure and just, generally, don't feel like myself.

Oh it's good to hear that I'm not alone...
My doctor told me that vitamin B6 is good for stabilising your mood at this time, if you take it in the last 20 weeks of your cycle. I've been taking it for the last month and this month'S PMS is not as bad.

I've also starting keeping a journal so I can pour my thoughts and feelings into that instead of taking it out on others. Sounds sappy, but I think it's good for me.

Finding a sanctuary is important too, I think. My bedroom is my cavern of retreat

I'm in the prossess of decorating it to make it reflect my personality...