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06-22-2007, 02:43 AM
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Australia QLD
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Whats happening in the word seriously, is it really worth getting out of bed to see this world full of hate **** and pretty much every crime you can think. And the few people i do let in treat me badly ignore me. Everyone else i know life is on track perfect almost this is not just on the surface i know this for a fact. I have tried everything to get well why am i still so mentally sick its been three fucking years and i am still not well. Some day's i don't get out bed i only get out when i need something there the scary days that im trapped in my own mind. I pick out from my walls once in awhile but then i get abused by anyone who wants to, why am i so shy scared of the world. How am i still here?? why am i??. Why didn't my plan work why didn't i grow up perfect a farther that loves me no wait thats not possible what kind of farther would take his own daughters rights away??? it runs in the family my farther's dad was like that as well and his farther and his uncle, how did it become this way. I look in the mirror and i see him i see my broken twisted messed up fate how did this son of a bitch only get three months and a small fine?
[excuse the swearing it helps me get it out somehow]
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06-22-2007, 02:52 AM
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#4127
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 3,332
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Lucretia, look in the mirror again. See that it's you who are reflected there, not them. You. Unique. Special. Not with their future..but with your own future ahead of you. Don't let anyone break you down, ever.
Don't know what it's all about, but trust me, that you're still here and alive is a good sign. A sign that you won't give things up. We're here for you when things go rough too.
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Wasted forever, on speed, bikes and booze.
"Meow. Mew. Mrow. Maow? Miaox." - Lovely Delkaetre speaks cat.
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06-22-2007, 02:55 AM
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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:: holds and pats Lucretia's hand ::
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06-22-2007, 03:43 AM
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#4129
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Australia QLD
Posts: 819
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Humane if you pat my hand to much it might do a burp. Thank you for the kind words Methadrine.
Some days i can feel myself loosing it, spiraling out of control. Some days the silence does me good others it just makes it worse. I basically raised myself with my mum having to work long hours since my god forsaken farther who i know earns a lot will only leak $100 at a time which is very rare. He has no remorse for what he did to my family no idea what he did to me i hope he's happy because when my siblings have children they will have no grand farther who will take them fishing, teach them how to fix cars etc. It affects more then just the family when it comes to abuse, it was a really messy divorce between my mum and him
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06-22-2007, 11:58 AM
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Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: The Icy Forest of New England
Posts: 2,535
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Okay, here's my rant for the day. My brother left his TV and his light on in his room and I told him he did it and he blamed it on him having to do 'tons' of dishes. So I told him that, that didn't matter and he was wasting our father's money by leaving the electricity on all over the frickin house and he called my dad at work and tattled on me. He's such a baby. And now my father cancelled my therapy appointment with my mom (which I jus started to work things out with) so he could work with me on shit.
I AM GOING TO HIT SOMEONE OR SOMETHING!!!!!
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"Tigers love pepper, they hate cinnamon."
-Zach Galifianakis
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06-22-2007, 12:18 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Camden, london, uk...
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Hit me! I feel somewhat masochistic right now.
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06-22-2007, 12:55 PM
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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NO! I want her to hit ME!
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06-22-2007, 01:18 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 16
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Fuck Ya I Bez All Up In All Day
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06-22-2007, 01:19 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: In a black hole with a black moon
Posts: 2,658
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Originally Posted by charles5555
Ya I Bez All Up In All Day
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Get the fu*k out of here, you infant humping piece of shit.
Goth Forever
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"I think in some way I wanted it to end, even if it meant my own destruction."
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06-22-2007, 01:23 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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Whats wrong with doing that? Humping infants is okay.
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06-22-2007, 02:12 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: The Icy Forest of New England
Posts: 2,535
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No it's not okay to hump infants, and I'll hit you both if you find necessary.
It's to know someone here cares.
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"Tigers love pepper, they hate cinnamon."
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06-22-2007, 02:13 PM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
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You can't hit I'm a gangster biyatch.
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06-22-2007, 03:31 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Yew City
Posts: 2,413
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You're a ganster bitch? Wow. Your pussy must really hurt.
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I am The Mighty Cooch!!!!!!
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06-22-2007, 03:44 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: In a magical cupcake world.
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So...I only got into one honors class (I'm actually surprised I didn't get into honors chemistry. The teacher insisted I had an aptitude for it, and I got an A on the final...meh) and my father is disapointed in me. I hate it when people are upset with me. 
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06-22-2007, 03:50 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2006
Location: The Icy Forest of New England
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Originally Posted by charles5555
You can't hit I'm a gangster biyatch.
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Who says I want to hit you??? I was talking to the two who offered me the chance to hit them. But of course we all know I could never hit Humane.
And as for you bitch you can go fuck yourself and get the hell out of here.
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"Tigers love pepper, they hate cinnamon."
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06-22-2007, 04:50 PM
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: In between the gods of time
Posts: 1,334
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I think one of my best friends just totally ditched me...?
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To the somethingness
Which prevents the nothingness
Like Homer's wild boar
From trashing this way and that
Its white tusks
Through human beings
Like crackling stalks
And to nothing less
I offer this suffering of my father
"The Offering" - Stan Rice
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06-22-2007, 04:53 PM
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#4142
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: In a black hole with a black moon
Posts: 2,658
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Originally Posted by charles5555
Whats wrong with doing that? Humping infants is okay.
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Go tell the admins what you do in your spare time. Asstard.
Goth Forever
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"I think in some way I wanted it to end, even if it meant my own destruction."
-Jeffrey Dahmer
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06-22-2007, 05:07 PM
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#4143
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: In a magical cupcake world.
Posts: 878
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...Asstard? x]
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06-22-2007, 05:40 PM
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: In between the gods of time
Posts: 1,334
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I feel so shitty right now...
I fucking hate it when I'm right...
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To the somethingness
Which prevents the nothingness
Like Homer's wild boar
From trashing this way and that
Its white tusks
Through human beings
Like crackling stalks
And to nothing less
I offer this suffering of my father
"The Offering" - Stan Rice
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06-22-2007, 05:40 PM
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#4145
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 3,332
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Because of the friend who totally ditched you...?
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Wasted forever, on speed, bikes and booze.
"Meow. Mew. Mrow. Maow? Miaox." - Lovely Delkaetre speaks cat.
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06-22-2007, 05:42 PM
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#4146
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: In between the gods of time
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it's more complicated then that... it's almost like all of my have gotten together to plot against me.
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To the somethingness
Which prevents the nothingness
Like Homer's wild boar
From trashing this way and that
Its white tusks
Through human beings
Like crackling stalks
And to nothing less
I offer this suffering of my father
"The Offering" - Stan Rice
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06-22-2007, 05:44 PM
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#4147
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: Flushing, NY
Posts: 3,206
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Originally Posted by Tismine
So...I only got into one honors class (I'm actually surprised I didn't get into honors chemistry. The teacher insisted I had an aptitude for it, and I got an A on the final...meh) and my father is disapointed in me. I hate it when people are upset with me. |
If anything, he should be proud that you got into one honors class. Any academic achievement should be acknowledged, especially for all of the effort and time that went into accomplishing it.
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06-22-2007, 05:44 PM
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#4148
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: In a magical cupcake world.
Posts: 878
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I'm sorry, Chii...*hugs*
Aaroneet:
He's upset because, if I had worked harder, I COULD have gotten into honors for every class.
Although, now that I think about it, my school is essentially public school honor courses.
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06-22-2007, 05:52 PM
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#4149
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: In a black hole with a black moon
Posts: 2,658
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Good goth, I'm sorry DeathChii. I feel such pain, if you want to talk to me on MSN feel free :o. And hey TismiNe: Does Al Gore Rant? 
Goth Forever
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"I think in some way I wanted it to end, even if it meant my own destruction."
-Jeffrey Dahmer
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06-22-2007, 05:54 PM
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Join Date: May 2007
Location: Flushing, NY
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I'm sorry, Chii...*hugs*
Aaroneet:
He's upset because, if I had worked harder, I COULD have gotten into honors for every class.
Although, now that I think about it, my school is essentially public school honor courses.
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If you felt that you worked your absolute hardest, then there is nothing to be ashamed of. Otherwise, you try harder and get better grades. But that really shouldn't spark a feud. I hate it when people are that academically pushy. I had that when I was little; it made me a workaholic, and it made me miserable.
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