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Aaroneet · 07-13-2007, 08:00 PM

I want to listen to music, but it's too late at night...

DeathChii · 07-13-2007, 08:19 PM

use headphones ^^

honeythorn · 07-14-2007, 05:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Methadrine

It's weird.. the very same person that causes me grief beyond measure can make me extremely happy in two seconds. How weird isn't that?

I wish I actually knew how that felt. how odd. Sadly I have no idea or experience of such an emotion. I suspect emotions of many sorts are swiftly bypassing me going " Nah don't like the look of that one " and leaping upon everyone else with glee.

Methadrine · 07-14-2007, 05:27 AM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

I wish I actually knew how that felt. how odd. Sadly I have no idea or experience of such an emotion. I suspect emotions of many sorts are swiftly bypassing me going " Nah don't like the look of that one " and leaping upon everyone else with glee.

That's odd.. How come?

honeythorn · 07-14-2007, 05:48 AM

I don't know. Whenver a family member has died and my mom has told me, I felt little to nothing. It was just like..oh right ok. When my aunt died my mother was crying ( obviously ) but I just sat there and felt nothing. I wasn't shocked ( she had cancer ) so I know it wasn't that. I sort of miss her, but I don't feel any sadness . I don't understand when people go " oh I'm really happy for you/them " WHY? what reason do you have to be happy? This really irritates my friend, she and her boyfriend just bought a house, and when she told me I was like "Oh! okey doke". And she was like " well? " I didn't have anything to say. What exactly was I supposed to do throw a party? scream? I don't get it. I know I will experience the exact same reaction when she announces she is getting married ( I know she will marry him ) and I know she will expect some sort of OMG squeeeeee!!!! but I have nothing to show her.

And yet, songs can make me cry, as can films. But real life situations cause me no feeling at all. That is why it is odd. To me anyway.

Just as I cannot imagine what it would be like to go out with someone. I simply cannot imagine or visualise spending that much time with someone. Going out together and buying little gifts for eachother, or even arguing and moaning on about it to friends. I cannot picture what that would be like. I can't imagine ME doing that.

I'm not moaning about this mind you, I don't feel sad about it. It's just...me? I don't know.

Like I say, odd.

Methadrine · 07-14-2007, 06:14 AM

Nah, some people just work that way.

What I'm surprised over though is that you don't go out with someone. Someone as pretty as you must have a ton of guys after you 24/7.

ArtificialOne · 07-14-2007, 06:18 AM

AHHH!!! OK guys, Back from the graduation thing. Republigoth is doing good. We got to spend about 21/2 days together before she had to report for her tech training. I'm trying to find a job and a apartment now near her post. We had a great time (even though we usually are always tight on time). I took her out to a place called California Dreaming and re-proposed to her at a historic building nearby the restuarant (with a much nicer ring this time). We're trying to get married asap, as if you're not family or spouse you have no rights to see them on the weekends etc. Not that we don't want to get married asap, just that because of the situation we have to move our plans up a little. We are still planning a huge gothi wedding in a couple years or so once we get established.

I'm waiting for a call from her now... they said she'd get free weekends, but I don't think she will for a couple of weeks or so... I'm soooo sad...She did get to call me on tuesday to say the address she gave me was wrong....crap...... time sucks sooo much... when my robots take over the known world I'm going to do away with time and waiting....

Lucretia_my_Reflection · 07-14-2007, 06:22 AM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

I don't know. Whenver a family member has died and my mom has told me, I felt little to nothing. It was just like..oh right ok. When my aunt died my mother was crying ( obviously ) but I just sat there and felt nothing. I wasn't shocked ( she had cancer ) so I know it wasn't that. I sort of miss her, but I don't feel any sadness . I don't understand when people go " oh I'm really happy for you/them " WHY? what reason do you have to be happy? This really irritates my friend, she and her boyfriend just bought a house, and when she told me I was like "Oh! okey doke". And she was like " well? " I didn't have anything to say. What exactly was I supposed to do throw a party? scream? I don't get it. I know I will experience the exact same reaction when she announces she is getting married ( I know she will marry him ) and I know she will expect some sort of OMG squeeeeee!!!! but I have nothing to show her.

And yet, songs can make me cry, as can films. But real life situations cause me no feeling at all. That is why it is odd. To me anyway.

Just as I cannot imagine what it would be like to go out with someone. I simply cannot imagine or visualise spending that much time with someone. Going out together and buying little gifts for eachother, or even arguing and moaning on about it to friends. I cannot picture what that would be like. I can't imagine ME doing that.

I'm not moaning about this mind you, I don't feel sad about it. It's just...me? I don't know.

Like I say, odd.

I know the feeling theres nothing wrong with it.

Aaroneet · 07-14-2007, 10:58 AM

Same here. My grandfather died when I was nine. I can be empathetic, though; I cried for a few minutes and I was over it. My father looked at me in awe when I wasn't constantly in tears. I identify more with the fantastical for some odd reason; perhaps because it is elusive. I probably want and feel for that which I cannot have; there is no connection, and no pressure to feel anything. The further someone is away from me, the more I feel for him/her.

biohazard · 07-14-2007, 11:32 AM

I have a random question that just popped into my mind. What is your average bedtime when you do not have work/school on the next day? I still live with my parents and they really have an issue with bedtime. They send me to bed it it is too late for them, usually I get sent at about 12 or 1 AM. If they did not have an issue with bedtime, I would probably stay awake a few more hours, maybe until 3 or 4 AM. Does anyone else have this problem?

She_Is_My_Sin · 07-14-2007, 11:34 AM

Nah.

My parents don't care.

DeathChii · 07-14-2007, 11:45 AM

Best

Episode

EVER

http://allsp.com/l.php?id=e101

honeythorn · 07-14-2007, 12:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Methadrine

Nah, some people just work that way.

What I'm surprised over though is that you don't go out with someone. Someone as pretty as you must have a ton of guys after you 24/7.

You have no idea how long I have been laughing at this.

Men avoid me. That is my life. I'm more than used to it. I have kissed less than ten people and experienced copulation ( I don't bother calling it sex in this case since it was terrifically boring ) but twice in my life. I have not kissed anyone for 3 years or done anything else for 4 years. I am treated by men ( on nights out ) as either a " mate " ( in other words the fat friend who is only there to talk to if no one else is available ) or as a piece of ugly furniture( I'm certainly big enough , at least the size of a large cabinet ) , there to be ignored.

I just exist Meth, I don't live my life in the way others seem to. I just watch others. I watch my friends and listen to them ramble on. My friend Natalie say's I don't " do emotions ". How true.

Still, such is life, que sera sera and so on. I'm used to it so I don't complain really.

HumanePain · 07-14-2007, 12:35 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

I wish I actually knew how that felt. how odd. Sadly I have no idea or experience of such an emotion. I suspect emotions of many sorts are swiftly bypassing me going " Nah don't like the look of that one " and leaping upon everyone else with glee.

Gawd, are you in for a big surprise! One day, just completely out of the blue, you will fall head over heels in love, and you will then find it hard to remember the lack of feeling you have now. Mark my words honeythorn. It just takes that "right" person to trigger it.

Lapin · 07-14-2007, 12:38 PM

Well, where's my "right" person, huh? They're bloody late!

Underwater Ophelia · 07-14-2007, 12:39 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

You have no idea how long I have been laughing at this.

Men avoid me. That is my life. I'm more than used to it. I have kissed less than ten people and experienced copulation ( I don't bother calling it sex in this case since it was terrifically boring ) but twice in my life. I have not kissed anyone for 3 years or done anything else for 4 years. I am treated by men ( on nights out ) as either a " mate " ( in other words the fat friend who is only there to talk to if no one else is available ) or as a piece of ugly furniture( I'm certainly big enough , at least the size of a large cabinet ) , there to be ignored.

I just exist Meth, I don't live my life in the way others seem to. I just watch others. I watch my friends and listen to them ramble on. My friend Natalie say's I don't " do emotions ". How true.

Still, such is life, que sera sera and so on. I'm used to it so I don't complain really.

Maybe the problem is that you're gloomy to be around.
No one likes to be around someone who only has negative things to say.
Ever see Debbie Downer? That's what I think of when I read your posts.

Stop focusing on outer beauty if you don't think you have it. Work on your inner beauty, and it'll show on the outside.

honeythorn · 07-14-2007, 12:49 PM

I'm not a gloomy person. I have a laugh with my friends ( it's difficult not to, they are unhinged people! ) I'm not miserable when I go out, despite what you may think when you read my posts ( I have no idea what Debbie downer is .. ). I'm not complaining about it exactly, I accepted it quite some time ago. I was just trying to explain I guess. I must have worded it wrongly or something.

ArtificialOne · 07-14-2007, 01:29 PM

When I was a teen I could easily stay up till 3am. Now, Although I can stay up till at least 3 (if partying or reading a book) if I want to. I'm usually quite tired around 11pm, mainly because my work is usually intense. I can sleep in as late as 9am, but usually get up around 7:30. As you get older typically your body clock changes also.

Sigh~~~~~~ I hate looking for places to rent.... I wish I was rich.. then I could just buy a place outright....

Tismine · 07-14-2007, 02:36 PM

I'm going to go see a movie about how a rat wants to be a chef. Apparently I've been wanting to see this for ages. I love it when my mum confuses her opinions with mine.
The only way I'd EVER go see this movie is if the rat was a cannibal and fed other rats their own kind. But NOOOO. Damned family movies.

Aaroneet · 07-14-2007, 02:41 PM

I'm immeasurably bored.

honeythorn · 07-14-2007, 03:05 PM

My fringe will not go right. I have idiot fringe syndrome.

Aaroneet · 07-14-2007, 03:07 PM

Boo fringes!

Methadrine · 07-14-2007, 04:37 PM

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Originally Posted by honeythorn

I am treated by men ( on nights out ) as either a " mate " ( in other words the fat friend who is only there to talk to if no one else is available ) or as a piece of ugly furniture( I'm certainly big enough , at least the size of a large cabinet ) , there to be ignored.

That's ridiculous. You're very pretty and not some ugly furniture. Hmpf! *pondering coming over there and kick some serious butt* Besides that, you're fun too.

Vyvian Blackthorne · 07-14-2007, 05:46 PM

Good goth...Well, I'm back a-gain. Seeing as the responses to my other posts I don't really think I was neither missed nor loved. Thanks Methadrine for your comment. I appreciate that. But I have been lashed out at a bit.
Anyway, WolfMoon (one of the original members) says hi to Jillian and HumanePain

Goth forever
Goth Forever
Goth forever

Lucretia_my_Reflection · 07-14-2007, 06:25 PM

MOAAHHHAHA i just got out of bed..