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Gah
There is this damn girl that I am really attracted to who is obviously attracted to me too because she acts like it and has told me so.
...But she "wants to make sure I'm not a rebound and that she won't be dependent on me" etc. She's "not ready."
Oh how I would love to wait around but she flirts with me so bad sometimes that I just start to think "Hey, maybe she's ready now!" and then it turns around and blows up in my face. I know patience is a virtue, but this is torturing me and I'm starting to think that she is not worth it.
She and her last girlfriend broke up like 6 months ago after dating for like a year. She and I have had our eyes on each other for like 2 months... but I'm pretty sure we are both mentally unstable and so now I'm thinking that if i'm going to keep ending up all upset and angry at her every time she leads me on a little, that I'm better off just choking off my interest in her and trying to move on with my life.
That would be difficult, since I'm around her a lot in college band classes. I'm pretty sure at this point that I'm better off alone, I just feel like a prick for not being able to "be patient."
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