Turning 19

[mindless1]

I'm turning nineteen on the 13th. It's me to blame that I didn't make any good friends this year at college. I don't want to celebrate it alone. I wish someone could just tell me things are ok. I dropped out and I'm going to try beauty school. This is hard because I do feel like an ultimate failure. I want to say I have something to make up for my life and that I'm not the shit screwed up daughter that my parents get an excuse to look down on.


I would definately be a good friend if I wasn't so depressed all the time. I just started taking lexapro for depression so I hope that I start feeling less down. I dunno. That's all.

[StasisInDarkness]

My friend was on Lexapro and it did wonders for her. Speaking for my self, Cymbalta is the shit, but everything is different for everyone.

I hope you feel better soon!

[Solumina]

awww I hope things get better *e-hugs*

[Crying_Crimson_Tears]

Hunny, you're always complaining about no having friends and not having anyone. Try making some friends and do something about this. That's all you can do.

And your parents will love you no matter what. Just try to do your best and keep reminding them you need their support right now.

[AngelikDemonik]

For what it's worth, happy early birthday =)

[Steppenwolf]

Originally Posted by AngelikDemonik

For what it's worth, happy early birthday =)

Yes , same as said by her . You'll be ok , but If I were you I wouldn't take meds . Again It's just my opinion .
If you think something as a failure you'll never get the chance to experience it as a sucess .

A :-* from me