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06-20-2008, 08:17 PM
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#5676
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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Originally Posted by Mir
Well, you're obviously not starving and MANY people are. You've got a roof over your head and your parents are pretty much paying your way.
[packs a bowl and passed the bong]
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(sniffs the bong water, and with a frown dumps bong water into sink and replaces with vodka)
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06-20-2008, 08:28 PM
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#5677
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: NoVA
Posts: 5,290
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I haven't been stoned in a year and a half, and I have EI asthma, as well as severe back problems.
Just a tip, Oph.. leave me the fuck alone. I am not in the mood for your patronizing attitude.
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Autonomy Not Uniformity
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06-20-2008, 08:33 PM
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#5678
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Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Earth.
Posts: 8,001
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Originally Posted by HumanePain
(sniffs the bong water, and with a frown dumps bong water into sink and replaces with vodka)
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HAHA.
THC is alcohol soluble.
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06-20-2008, 08:34 PM
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#5679
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Join Date: Jan 2006
Location: Earth.
Posts: 8,001
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Quote:
Originally Posted by korinna5555
I haven't been stoned in a year and a half, and I have EI asthma, as well as severe back problems.
Just a tip, Oph.. leave me the fuck alone. I am not in the mood for your patronizing attitude.
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In what way is that a tip? It's more of a request, really.
And that wasn't even all that caustic, it's just true. YOU ASKED about perspective, and since this is a public forum, I answered you.
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06-23-2008, 03:13 PM
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#5680
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: London
Posts: 3,231
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I'm tired. I'm just so tired.
Of all this. Of the bickering, the childishness, the politics.
This site, the people around me. The idle sniping and unpleasantness. The monotony of every day, each breath taking us closer to the end.
I'm so tired.
I'm not giving up. I'm scared to. I can't quit things, because I'll feel everyone's disappointment and know that I gave up when I could have worked harder. But I feel no energy, nothing to carry me forward and let me create my own path. There's nothing worth it.
This planet is poisoned and the people are tainted. There is nothing that's truly beautiful any more, everything is infected with death and disease and criticism and I know, oh I know that I add to it.
But I can't help it. I'm trapped in this same rut as the rest of you, you poisonous people.
And I'm just so tired.
I don't want your 'it's not so bad' responses, or your 'get some perspective' comments, or your sympathy or your pity or your distaste. Because I know it's there already. I know how you react. None of you are original any more, none of you offer me anything new or beautiful. Those that did are fading, old memories like pressed, dead flowers. There are no roses, blooming bright and alive. Just dried up memories.
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The noblest sentiment I have encountered and the most passionate political statement to stir my heart both belong to a fictional character. Why do we have no politicians as pure in their intent and determinedly joyous in their outlook as Arkady Bogdanov of Red Mars?
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06-23-2008, 05:06 PM
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#5681
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
Posts: 8,030
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So get off your butt and do something. Take up a cause and champion it, there are tons of people and things that desperately need an advocate (abuse victims, orphans, the victims of tragedies, those with disabilities, victims of classism/racism/sexism/whatever-ism, endangered animals, the planet itself, the list is nearly endless), you clearly have the intelligence to be able to be able to learn and understand the facts that surround a cause, you just have to do it, even if that means sacrificing some of your own time. So do your part and make this world a little less poisoned.
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Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
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06-23-2008, 07:11 PM
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#5682
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Delkaetre
I'm tired. I'm just so tired.
Of all this. Of the bickering, the childishness, the politics.
This site, the people around me. The idle sniping and unpleasantness. The monotony of every day, each breath taking us closer to the end.
I'm so tired.
I'm not giving up. I'm scared to. I can't quit things, because I'll feel everyone's disappointment and know that I gave up when I could have worked harder. But I feel no energy, nothing to carry me forward and let me create my own path. There's nothing worth it.
This planet is poisoned and the people are tainted. There is nothing that's truly beautiful any more, everything is infected with death and disease and criticism and I know, oh I know that I add to it.
But I can't help it. I'm trapped in this same rut as the rest of you, you poisonous people.
And I'm just so tired.
I don't want your 'it's not so bad' responses, or your 'get some perspective' comments, or your sympathy or your pity or your distaste. Because I know it's there already. I know how you react. None of you are original any more, none of you offer me anything new or beautiful. Those that did are fading, old memories like pressed, dead flowers. There are no roses, blooming bright and alive. Just dried up memories.
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I have come to the same conclusion after 52 years of observation of this planet, and it doesn't get any better. So in my humble opinion I may as well spend time with others who feel the same bloody way, except that one up competition and sniping gets in the way of a perfectly gloomy melancholy.
BUT...as far as your comment: "There is nothing that's truly beautiful any more", I just look at my grandson and I see beauty. I tremble in fear of the world he will grow into , and of what may become of him, but for now, his smile and the smiles of other children are beautiful.
But the rest of the world sucks.
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06-23-2008, 10:20 PM
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#5683
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Delkaetre
I'm tired. I'm just so tired.
Of all this. Of the bickering, the childishness, the politics.
This site, the people around me. The idle sniping and unpleasantness. The monotony of every day, each breath taking us closer to the end.
I'm so tired.
I'm not giving up. I'm scared to. I can't quit things, because I'll feel everyone's disappointment and know that I gave up when I could have worked harder. But I feel no energy, nothing to carry me forward and let me create my own path. There's nothing worth it.
This planet is poisoned and the people are tainted. There is nothing that's truly beautiful any more, everything is infected with death and disease and criticism and I know, oh I know that I add to it.
But I can't help it. I'm trapped in this same rut as the rest of you, you poisonous people.
And I'm just so tired.
I don't want your 'it's not so bad' responses, or your 'get some perspective' comments, or your sympathy or your pity or your distaste. Because I know it's there already. I know how you react. None of you are original any more, none of you offer me anything new or beautiful. Those that did are fading, old memories like pressed, dead flowers. There are no roses, blooming bright and alive. Just dried up memories.
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Just take some time away from the site to do what you think you need in order to regain your peace with the world.
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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06-24-2008, 12:00 AM
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#5684
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Posts: 3,332
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Delkaetre
I'm tired. I'm just so tired.
Of all this. Of the bickering, the childishness, the politics.
This site, the people around me. The idle sniping and unpleasantness. The monotony of every day, each breath taking us closer to the end.
I'm so tired.
I'm not giving up. I'm scared to. I can't quit things, because I'll feel everyone's disappointment and know that I gave up when I could have worked harder. But I feel no energy, nothing to carry me forward and let me create my own path. There's nothing worth it.
This planet is poisoned and the people are tainted. There is nothing that's truly beautiful any more, everything is infected with death and disease and criticism and I know, oh I know that I add to it.
But I can't help it. I'm trapped in this same rut as the rest of you, you poisonous people.
And I'm just so tired.
I don't want your 'it's not so bad' responses, or your 'get some perspective' comments, or your sympathy or your pity or your distaste. Because I know it's there already. I know how you react. None of you are original any more, none of you offer me anything new or beautiful. Those that did are fading, old memories like pressed, dead flowers. There are no roses, blooming bright and alive. Just dried up memories.
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I see 'The Great Sadness' has got you too.
A people come to this
Beyond the age of reason
A people fed on famine
A people on their knees and
A people eat each other
A people stand in line
Waiting for another war and
Waiting for my Valentine
For a million empty faces
For a million hollow smiles
Cancer for my education
Watch the body hit the files
Waiting for another war and
Waiting for my Valentine
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Wasted forever, on speed, bikes and booze.
"Meow. Mew. Mrow. Maow? Miaox." - Lovely Delkaetre speaks cat.
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06-24-2008, 01:01 AM
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#5685
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Join Date: Jun 2008
Location: San Antonio, Texas
Posts: 1,780
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I have an awful headache.
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06-24-2008, 02:43 AM
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#5686
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Join Date: Sep 2006
Location: Cumbria, United Kingdom
Posts: 1,153
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I'm on the second day of my two and a half month summer holiday, and I'm already bored as hell. Argh
Sadface.
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'The difference between false memories and true ones is the same as for jewels: it is always the false ones that look the most real, the most brilliant.' - Salvador Dali
Pie Jesu domine..... Donna eis requiem - *thwack*
'To become truly immortal, a work of art must escape all human limits: logic and common sense will only interfere. But once these barriers are broken, it will enter the realms of childhood visions and dreams.' - Giorgio de Chirico
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06-24-2008, 12:45 PM
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#5687
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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Stupid doctors have decided that I'm seven months along instead of six and a half. Thanks for telling me NOW!At least I'll get back into school earlier. Also, they phoned yesterday to tell me that the results of the test I had taken a month ago came in two weeks ago saying that I was anemic! Stupid incompetant medical staff.
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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06-24-2008, 12:58 PM
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#5688
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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Global Suckage has reached epic proportions today.
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06-24-2008, 01:00 PM
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#5689
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
Posts: 8,030
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Not that I doubt it, but how so?
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Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
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06-24-2008, 01:04 PM
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#5690
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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Originally Posted by HumanePain
Global Suckage has reached epic proportions today.
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Do explain
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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06-24-2008, 01:04 PM
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#5691
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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I'm just whining about the World abusing me from multiple directions, career wise, financially, family. One of those days when you try not to think about all your problems at once, but they all keep freakin' REMINDING ME!
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06-24-2008, 01:08 PM
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#5692
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
Posts: 8,030
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I'm sorry, if I could I'd give you batch of cookies and a big hug
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Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
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06-24-2008, 01:10 PM
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#5693
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Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: Inland Empire
Posts: 277
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I fucking hate the gothic.net picture uploader thing. It pisses me the fuck off.
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06-24-2008, 01:13 PM
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#5694
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
Posts: 8,030
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I'm sorry, what exactly is the problem that you're having with it?
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Live a life less ordinary
Live a life extraordinary with me
Live a life less sedentary
Live a life evolutionary with me
-Carbon Leaf
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06-24-2008, 01:14 PM
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#5695
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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In response to Humane:
Hugs!!!!! Make a list of every little thing that is bothering you, and I mean every single thing. It helps to see what is making your life difficult and try to find a pattern. It also helps just to write things out instead of bottling them up.
I did that the other day and realized that it all stemmed from confusion over both people thinking the other wanted more space. So we agreed to just take a day or two to do our own things and my little corner the world is calm again. At least until someone forgets to organize the silverware correctly. For the record, butter knives to not go with diner knives, which are never placed with the knife used for cutting fruit!
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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06-24-2008, 01:29 PM
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#5696
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Join Date: Aug 2006
Location: the concrete and steel beehive of Southern California
Posts: 7,449
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Thanks for the hugs Solumina and raggedyanne. You ladies are sweet.
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06-24-2008, 01:44 PM
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#5697
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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MMmmm, like chocolate fudge. Why is there no fudge!?
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Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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06-24-2008, 01:52 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Harlem
Posts: 6,909
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Ok... "spiritual" people, seriously, your mysticism stops where reality starts. Once you try to apply your "magic" to the physical world, you look like a damn idiot. Thank you. Prayer and spells do NOT make shit come out of thin air.
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No Gods. No Kings.
Not all beliefs and ideas are equal.
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06-24-2008, 02:01 PM
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#5699
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Join Date: Jul 2007
Location: Australia
Posts: 2,424
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Pigs with no sense of social etiquette!!! If I make you all pizzas since the cook has to go to hospital and I say one slice and piece of garlic bread each until we've made sure that everyone has had one, and then you eat all 6 fucking pizzas, with some people eating as many as 5 slices on the first go and 3 pieces of garlic bread that is not on becauses it leaves me with no dinner despite the fact I FUCKING COOKED IT!!!
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06-24-2008, 02:02 PM
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#5700
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Join Date: Nov 2006
Location: a sneeze away from San Francisco
Posts: 2,144
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That's messed up!
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Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
At some point, you need to look yourself in the mirror and realize that what other people did to you does not define you as a person. You and your actions define who you are as a person. It's up to you to be a good person, in spite of all the evil you've faced. In fact, it should be because of the evil you see that it's good you do. Be the change you want in the world. Next time someone tells me that they're an asshole because they've had a bad life, I'm stabbing them in the eye with a spork.
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