Tortured: Mind, Body and Soul

[Jidysi]

[[I'm not Emo lol I was just super depressed, being about 16 at the time]]

Look deep in me, search and find
the tortured soul and dormant mind.
The fight has long been left to dust
in which lies only the hope-filled rust.

I thirst to know, yet unable to learn,
long to be touched, yet for solitude yearn.
I know not happiness, nor kindness, nor fun;
I know commands: Your will be done.

I long to sleep, to never wake,
then in fear I shall no longer quake.
To be freed of my bonds, forever more,
that is what I most yearn for.

My ignorance becomes me,
naivety of three.
If I consume the Earth,
will she consume me?

At the end of the tunnel, a hazy light,
the seductive throb of rest so bright.
I pray one night that I may dream,
and never again wake to scream

[tickingstitch]

Dark and nice but too much rythm for my taste

[Jidysi]

lol I get what You mean. It was a phase which I've almost grown out of, though.

[tickingstitch]

Ya of course I went through that too, Im not rejecting it at all, develop as you will :~)
Why dont you want PMs Id send you some of my serious stuff, I usually just post silly playful crap

[Jidysi]

I thought I'd activated PMs.... I'll edit that in a sec.
Don't worry, I don't see it as an attack; it's constructive criticism ^.^