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10-27-2008, 05:30 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2008
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Am I an Insane Child? You judge...
I think I am mentally disturbed,seriously for a kid of 12 my head gets very strange and odd.
I'm going to give you some facts about me and my life,from them,judge me on how insane/or/sane I am.
Facts about me:
I am random in a sense I will spout out little bits of what I am thinking to myself when nobody is in the room with me (usually I keep stuff to myself)
I have eccessively violent feelings,and often wish to kill myself or others and not in just a stupid hormonal angsty moment but in SERIOUS contemplation.
I bite myself as a habit I can't seem to drop.
I unconsiously rock up and down sometimes,while not even realising it much until somebody points it out.
Violent scenes scare me less and less.
Death,of anyone,or my own,does not disturb nor bother me in anyway.
Even if it's family.
My emotions are ethier eccessively witheld or,overly aggressive/overly sensitive when I am alone. I can be stone faced one moment then walk calmy to my room and fall into absolute pieces without even knowing thats how upset/angry I was.
I plan murders that hopefully shouldn't become reality.
I can act as such a child,or an adult...
My Mind Is On a constant train,it seems as if it never stops and I keep thinking so much that I get migranes for going to deep into things that normal people wouldn't bother to.
I wish frequently that certain people would hurry up and die,then I write down how I would do it...(though never go through with it)
I also feel so abnormal,so...monsterish,I had,as a child been put in a position where I held my mothers life in the palm of my hands...
some days I wonder what'd happen if I didnt save her...then I feel like a monster for thinking it....usually my mother acts like she loves me one moment and hates me the next. I dont trust family as far as I could throw an obese WoWnerd player.
Am I Insane?
I feel as if I'm only partially sane...you be the judge....
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10-27-2008, 05:41 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ottawa, Canada
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Welcome to puberty my dear. As I'm sure you're aware, your being bombarded with a shit ton of hormones that you aren't used to, creating mood swings and the like that you aren't used to dealing with.
Naw, you aren't insane, just buckle up and try to enjoy the angsty ride. It should stop somewhere around age 14-16, though it may very well get worse before it gets better.
It also helps if you have an angst-buddy of sorts. Someone to vent to, and someone who can vent to you as well. Finding someone you trust enough to vent to is a great help to mental health.
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A prank a day keeps the dog leash away - Jello Biafra
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10-27-2008, 06:07 PM
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Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Florida
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I agree with Breathless Horror. I did some of the things you listed a few years ago, and most of them have stopped. (I'm 15.) So just wait it out and enjoy being the center of attention when you start crying for no reason.
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10-27-2008, 06:29 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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Originally Posted by RavenEss_Shiva
I think I am mentally disturbed,seriously for a kid of 12 my head gets very strange and odd.
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Actually, we've all heard this shit. A lot.
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10-27-2008, 06:34 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: In your dreams.
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Originally Posted by RavenEss_Shiva
I think I am mentally disturbed,seriously for a kid of 12 my head gets very strange and odd.\
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Usually people who post these things:
A) Know that they are not insane.
B) Secretly want to think their insane or be thought of as insane to feel special.
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10-27-2008, 06:36 PM
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Join Date: Apr 2007
Location: Ottawa, Canada
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Originally Posted by JCC
Actually, we've all heard this shit. A lot.
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While this is true, I wonder how many people who post like that when they were twelve have no tolerance for people like that when they have a few more years under thier belts.
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A prank a day keeps the dog leash away - Jello Biafra
I want your skulls! I NEED your skulls! - Misfits
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10-27-2008, 06:46 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: Bangkok
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Originally Posted by MitsyMayhem
Usually people who post these things:
A) Know that they are not insane.
B) Secretly want to think their insane or be thought of as insane to feel special.
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It was sadly true and undeniable.
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10-27-2008, 06:57 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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Originally Posted by Breathless Horror
While this is true, I wonder how many people who post like that when they were twelve have no tolerance for people like that when they have a few more years under thier belts.
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I joined here when I was twelve, do we again have to reinforce the whole 'age isn't an excuse for being shit' thing?
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10-27-2008, 06:59 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: In your dreams.
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Originally Posted by $haDe
It was sadly true and undeniable.
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Being misunderstood doesn't make you insane =]
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10-27-2008, 07:08 PM
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Harlem
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Should I or should I not give OP the validation it wants...
You are perfectly normal. Don't fret, because you have no eccentricities that would cause any other normal person to give you any crap. You're just plain ol' normal.
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10-27-2008, 07:50 PM
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Join Date: Oct 2008
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Normal.
And even if you feel like you don't fit and no one else thinks like you... everyone goes through this fucked up part of life.
Try to get some occupation besides school... get your mind busy, go study music, arts, sports; anything that will let your emotions out and you'll stop thinking you're crazy or have personality disorders.
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10-27-2008, 08:32 PM
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
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I feel compelled to point out that you shouldn't be on these boards if you are twelve, not that I personally have an issue with it but this is a 13+ board...though I suppose not too many people actually go look through everything, you used to have to check a box saying that you were at least thirteen but I think they got rid of that...
sorry got a bit lost in my own thoughts for a second there, anyway what you are going through is pretty normal. Some people actually refer to puberty as temporary insanity and there is good reason for that, your hormone levels are all over the place which can cause abnormal moods, extreme moods, as well as unusual thoughts.
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10-27-2008, 08:52 PM
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Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: El Paso, Texas/ Ciudad Juarez, Chihuahua
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Originally Posted by JCC
I joined here when I was twelve, do we again have to reinforce the whole 'age isn't an excuse for being shit' thing?
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Dude, there's two things that bother me about you:
1) You have a very undeveloped understanding of ethnic pride.
2) You believe you can prance around as an example of the average teenager.
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Originally Posted by George Carlin
People who say they don’t care what people think are usually desperate to have people think they don’t care what people think.
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10-27-2008, 09:06 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: Raxacoricofallapatorius
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Originally Posted by Godslayer Jillian
Dude, there's two things that bother me about you:
1) You have a very undeveloped understanding of ethnic pride.
2) You believe you can prance around as an example of the average teenager.
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" I never understand people who are proud to be a particular culture. Pride always meant to me an accomplishment of some kind. To be from a culture all you have to do is be born, which isn't incredibly difficult. I understand being glad you're a part of a particular culture, but why are you proud, you didn't do anything about it anyway!"
- George Carlin.
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Because before too long there'll be nothing left alive, not a creature on the land or sea, a bird in the sky. They'll be shot, harpooned, eaten, and hunted too much, vivisected by the clever men who prove that there's no such things as a fair world with live and let live. The Royal family go hunting, what an example to give to the people they lead and that don't include me, I've seen enough pain and torture of those who can't speak...
- Tough Shit, Mickey by Conflict
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10-28-2008, 03:56 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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I don't think I'm exceptional. Therefore, if I can do it, everyone else can do it. I mean, fuck, it's not hard to crack a book and type properly. It just seems like people put up with the shit that would justify bringing out the shotguns if it was someone older whenever a kid comes on to the board.
Also, ethnic pride is shit.
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10-28-2008, 04:34 AM
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: england.
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Puberty...
Joy.
Well,I'm happy now I know this is just a normal thing,thanks everybody.
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10-28-2008, 04:40 AM
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: england.
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DAMN! Couldn't get this in the edit but I don't have people I could ask this too who would take me seriously,thanks to everyone who answered,an honest answer was all I needed. I don't really have any friends so I wouldn't really know if those types of things I was doing was normal.
Anyways thanks everyone.
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10-28-2008, 05:16 AM
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Join Date: Oct 2008
Location: Namibia
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I was kinda like that when I was eight. Only moar satanic.
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10-28-2008, 06:06 AM
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Join Date: May 2008
Location: Australia
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Yep, there all correct mate it's puberty. One of the main feelings your probably going to be dealing with in the next few years is confusion, which leads to frustration.
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10-28-2008, 09:00 AM
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Join Date: Jul 2008
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It sounds to me you are Bipolar. Welcome to the club.
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10-28-2008, 09:06 AM
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Join Date: Feb 2008
Location: Bangkok
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Originally Posted by Joker_in_the_Pack
" I never understand people who are proud to be a particular culture. Pride always meant to me an accomplishment of some kind. To be from a culture all you have to do is be born, which isn't incredibly difficult. I understand being glad you're a part of a particular culture, but why are you proud, you didn't do anything about it anyway!"
- George Carlin.
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Ethnocentrism, isn't it ?
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10-28-2008, 10:16 AM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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Originally Posted by onyxprop
It sounds to me you are Bipolar. Welcome to the club. |
*kills self*
Sorry Jillian.
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10-28-2008, 10:21 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: Nowhere
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Originally Posted by RavenEss_Shiva
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You sound like a normal 12 year-old to me.
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10-28-2008, 11:37 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2004
Location: Cali
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Originally Posted by onyxprop
It sounds to me you are Bipolar.
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That doesn't sound at all like bipolar disorder, maybe if it cropped up later in life then it could be a mental disorder but even then bipolar disorder wouldn't fit
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Originally Posted by onyxprop
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You diagnosed yourself, didn't you?
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10-28-2008, 04:47 PM
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Join Date: Jul 2008
Location: In your dreams.
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Originally Posted by JCC
I don't think I'm exceptional. Therefore, if I can do it, everyone else can do it. I mean, fuck, it's not hard to crack a book and type properly. It just seems like people put up with the shit that would justify bringing out the shotguns if it was someone older whenever a kid comes on to the board.
Also, ethnic pride is shit.
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Saying everyone can do it because I can is just like asking a blind man what color the sky is. (When he hasn't been told).
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