Slitting Wrist... - Page 5

joyslayer · 12-30-2005, 10:19 PM

Mmmhmm, Acupuncture gone terribly wrong. I can see the headlines now, "Teenagers injured in depressed freak acupuncture accident. No survivors"

JuliaGaltic · 12-31-2005, 12:18 AM

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Originally Posted by BloodLover

If someone does cut then that doesn`t nessecarily make them suicidal.

I agree, I personally haven't but when life is much less than perfect I see the underside of my lower arm and see that perfect, ivory, unscathed skin and resent it for being such a contradictions to how I felt inside. Felt like it was a lie and like the outside of me should reflect the inside. I completely understand the urge. I wouldn't have gone as far as calling it suicidal. I didn't want to die. I just wanted to look like I felt.

FREAKYKITTIE · 12-31-2005, 01:50 AM

I know that i knew a dude that like to cut his arms up because he liked to watch him self bleed. I put him to good use. As far as the whole masochist thing, why not join an S&M group? Not only will you find a dom willing to beat you for a while, but if you really feel that worthless and have enough time that you want to cut your wrists they can smack it right out of ya. Or you can donate your blood to some one who would truly enjoy so that it is not a total waist. ::: licks lips :::

Sanctus Dei · 12-31-2005, 02:09 AM

Bloodlover,

I really wish I wasn't such a wuss, otherwise I would post what I was about to; but the demeaning nature of the post was "unfriendly" therefore, I will paraphrase it to a lesser extent.

Please grow up.

BloodLover · 12-31-2005, 06:40 PM

People say it hurts to cut, but I disargee. When I do cut I don`t feel the pain, I don`t anything. All I know is that i see the blood, which lets me know I`m alive. And I`m releasing my anger on myself so I don`t hurt someone else. That`s just my way of dealing with things, so I am being "grown up" by not being stupid enough to hurt others.

joyslayer · 12-31-2005, 10:18 PM

But there is a better way to convey your "grown-upness".

BloodLover · 12-31-2005, 10:31 PM

I hate that word (grown-up/grown-upness)! It sounds just plain stupid, like I`m being babied, and it gets old really quick.
I supose there are better ways, but with cutting, I can see my blood which can be comforting. It`s a visual thing, not a pain thing.

xXambivalenceXx · 12-31-2005, 10:40 PM

Stop acting like a baby, and we won't be so condescending.

horrorgirl · 12-31-2005, 11:13 PM

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Originally Posted by BloodLover

I hate that word (grown-up/grown-upness)! It sounds just plain stupid, like I`m being babied, and it gets old really quick.
I supose there are better ways, but with cutting, I can see my blood which can be comforting. It`s a visual thing, not a pain thing.

I am so sick of people talking about cutting as if it is a normal thing to do. It's not and just because it's not normal doesn't mean that it makes you any more special than people who don't. It just means you either should be in therapy, or that you are just an attention whore.

BloodLover · 12-31-2005, 11:14 PM

How am I acting like a baby?

Circle V · 12-31-2005, 11:45 PM

If you want to see blood, punch someone until your knuckles bleed.

edible_eye · 01-01-2006, 06:09 AM

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Originally Posted by horrorgirl

I am so sick of people talking about cutting as if it is a normal thing to do.

you can likely thank the psychiatric world for this. psychiatrists, psychologists, counselors, et al (especially those who have read and / or studied the newer reports concerning cutting behavior) speak to those who cut as though it IS a run-of-the-mill way of life for some. those who do bring it out for discussion are more than likely treated as though such behavior is not necessarily outside the realm of normality - as long as it's confined to cutting "for relief" and not taken into the context of suicidality.

having worked in the field for more than 12 years, i've watched - sometimes incredulously / most times apathetically - as those who cut have increased in number, whether it's because more are willing to talk openly about it or because it has, in many respects, become a 'popular' thing to do, especially among the youngin's. i've seen people stroll through the door with arms so full of scarring, there's barely any viable flesh to be seen from their wrists up to their shoulder - ditto for their legs.

i've also seen the other end of the spectrum - those who drag their fingernail across their skin and enter the emergency room in tears, crying that they've just attempted suicide...

yeah.

cutting has become a "normal" behavior in some circles. it's just kinda sad when those who believe said behavior is "normal" bring it up on a whim, as though casual conversation on the subject is appropriate no matter where they go or who they're talking to.

edible_eye · 01-01-2006, 08:51 AM

ditto that.

and amen.

xXambivalenceXx · 01-01-2006, 10:59 AM

Wanna see your blood for comfort? I'm assuming you're a girl, so hit puberty, and stare at your used tampons and pads. That's your blood, and there is alot of it.

joyslayer · 01-01-2006, 11:07 AM

Its not only blood though. It is tissue and other assorted red crap from the lining of your uterus. Quite ucky really. But most kids just cut for attention. Thats why all their arms and/or legs are so scared. Half of them use safety pins, or my favorite weapon of mass destruction, a wall tac. It is a dumb idea to cut.

Circle V · 01-01-2006, 12:29 PM

The only suitable excuse for cutting is boredom combined with at least a hint of masochism. I may be bored and have slight masochistic tendencies, but I haven't cut myself for quite a long time. When I did, it was because I had "emotional pain" coupled with extreme boredom. It was quite exciting at first, but it got boring after a while.

Cutting with safety pins and such counts? I used to write on myself with pointy things, but I've never considered it cutting. It was entirely spawned of boredom, and had nothing to do with a need for attention (as far as I can tell). I did it for the same reason that I used to draw all over my left hand and arm.

Happily, I am no longer the same person I was then.

I hate the term "cutter." It sounds like the name of a mean shark on a kids' TV show.

joyslayer · 01-01-2006, 01:00 PM

Mmhmm, it does. I cut for damned reasons, but it wasn't boredom. I tried to take out what was happening on myself, which just made my lovelies worry more. Thankfully, I am over that though. >_< I hate to see how I would have turned out if I still was the same.

Needled · 01-01-2006, 08:48 PM

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Originally Posted by Santarea

I cut/bleed to help me know I am alive.

I cut because I want to feel something (or something real).

The blood is a comfort. (NOTE: Yes, lose enough of it and you become quite relaxed)

I'm sorry, are those Linkin Park lyrics?

joyslayer · 01-02-2006, 11:41 AM

I could always save you the trouble and just pull one of those out of my "Ewww" file.

Sanctus Dei · 01-03-2006, 05:33 AM

Santarea... you gave me warm fuzzies.. thanx.

Bloodlover,
Just pick your nose excessively... as soon as it begins to bleed, stop.
You'll see more blood, and no scarring!! Damn I'm a genius...

joyslayer · 01-03-2006, 01:31 PM

*raises eyebrow* The funny thing is, that no matter how absurd that sounds, It is true!!!!!

mortalitas incomitatus · 01-04-2006, 03:47 AM

OMG! how did i miss this one??
was i on mars???
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

BloodLover · 01-04-2006, 06:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Sanctus Dei

Santarea... you gave me warm fuzzies.. thanx.

Bloodlover,
Just pick your nose excessively... as soon as it begins to bleed, stop.
You'll see more blood, and no scarring!! Damn I'm a genius...

Ok! I`ll try that! Thank You!

joyslayer · 01-05-2006, 12:21 AM

*shakes head* Damn indians.......

BloodLover · 01-05-2006, 04:25 PM

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Originally Posted by joyslayer

*shakes head* Damn indians.......

huh???????