Rant Thread II - Page 335

Lilyth Von Gore · 08-13-2013, 09:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Saya

I had a panic attack during a fight with my sister today. I can't even talk about money or my job hunt without feeling incredibly anxious anymore :/

I too suffer from anxiety attacks and panic attacks.
The subject of money and work gets me extremley worked up, too.
All I can offer in terms of advice is going to your Doctor and asking for help. Perhaps they can offer you a support worker, or someone to talk to.

Fruitbat · 08-15-2013, 02:56 AM

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Originally Posted by ape descendant

Been getting out and making more friends. Forgot about all the stupid shitty drama that comes up, it's been wearing me out like nobody's business. I just hope my head doesn't explode. Need to spend some quality time with a fuzzy blanket and a good book.

People are exhausting aren't they? Hugs sweetie.

Saya · 08-19-2013, 08:23 PM

Had to unfollow FeministPeaceNetwork on facebook today since they posted transphobic cisscum shit.

Solumina · 08-20-2013, 08:33 PM

Ewwww I hate when that happens, I can't tell you how many feminist tumblrs I've had to unfollow for either being transphobic or racist.

Jonathan · 08-22-2013, 06:32 PM

I was exploited by Capital.

BourbonBoy · 08-22-2013, 08:46 PM

Damn capitalists!

Lilyth Von Gore · 08-24-2013, 05:56 AM

Well, looks like I'm not going to be getting my God damn ESA anytime soon because of the idiots at the DWP. They said the form would be with me on Thursday. It's now Saturday and NOTHING has come through the post even remotely form-looking.
Gah. I hate this country's benefit system. It. Sucks.

ape descendant · 08-24-2013, 08:38 PM

[TW suicidey thoughts]

I just want to die again some more, just wanted to say it out loud instead of keeping it to myself as I usually do every fucking day.

I'm not doing anything stupid. Just wanted to say it.

BourbonBoy · 08-24-2013, 11:00 PM

Deepest hugs Ape, I've felt that way many times myself. *hugs even harder* Times like this are best spent with the friends you trust the most.

Acharis · 08-25-2013, 01:10 AM

*hugs Ape* Take care and be gentle with yourself mate. Ditch any drama or shitheads and be around people you can trust.

Miss Absynthe · 08-25-2013, 06:39 AM

@Ape - I hope that your brain kicks over again soon.

Please be aware of what you're thinking, and if you need to talk to someone you can find phone numbers by googling "suicide help" and the name of your town.

ape descendant · 08-25-2013, 07:05 PM

I have people to talk to, I've been hanging out with people I'm close with and trust. Doing a lot better. I promise I'll make calls for help if it gets to that point.

You guys are awesome, thank you.

*hugs*

Miss Absynthe · 08-26-2013, 01:40 AM

@Ape - if you need to talk to someone, you can email me at delicate.torture@**********, or Skype me at miss.absynthe.

I'm glad that you're looking after yourself.

Miss Absynthe · 08-26-2013, 01:42 AM

That's gmail with the dots and the coms.

Stupid censorshipy type thing. :\

Acharis · 08-26-2013, 08:27 AM

Sometimes after an especially shitty day, you just need a cake to celebrate.
...was going to post a pic but remembered Ducky and thought better of it.

ape descendant · 08-26-2013, 09:54 AM

I'll take you up on that offer Miss A.

Versus · 08-26-2013, 05:33 PM

Ugh. Deployment #3.

BourbonBoy · 08-26-2013, 06:21 PM

That sucks Versus. Stay safe man.

Versus · 08-26-2013, 06:29 PM

Fo sho, fo sho.

Miss Absynthe · 08-27-2013, 02:13 AM

Fucking Miley Cyrus.

Versus · 08-27-2013, 08:40 PM

I suppose I should shower BUT WHAT'S THE POINT.

ape descendant · 08-29-2013, 03:19 AM

Because it helps to keep the flies off. Damned buzzing bastards.

AshleyO · 08-31-2013, 06:41 AM

A friend of mine's wife just left him. They've been married for like.... seven years or whatever. Had kids too.

Here's where it gets fucked up. She came out of the closet (finally). She's homosexual. Where we grew up, being queer would have certainly given someone an excuse to kick the shit out of you or have some church try to Hell shame you to being straight. She wanted so much to be normal that she thought she could be if she got married and had kids and all that. And you know... this is fucked up... you know.

I feel REALLY bad for these two people right now.

It's just... FUCK. Homophobia, hetero-normative expectations, this culture of ours... it fucking HURTS people. It hurts good and decent people.

Russell Springs... what a white trash town.

Acharis · 08-31-2013, 11:36 PM

Fuck >.< I can't imagine how tough that situation is for both of them. I'm hoping it works out as well as it could.

Solumina · 09-02-2013, 10:45 PM

Facebook really is the shittiest website but it is by far the easiest way to get in touch with a bunch of people you know all at once so I kind of have to deal with all it's crappy poor design since I'm selling baked goods to try and maybe, possibly, kind of afford tickets for us to visit home before getting sent off to Hawaii in November and I can't start a legit business since it isn't like I have a business license, haven't had a health inspection, and my food handler's certification is way past expired so I have to make sure that it is 100% clear that it is a fundraising thing. If I could make a fucking page instead of a group that would work a little better, except you have to pick a category and there isn't one for fundraising and they are really designed for things that have a separate website so it would still be pretty fucking awkward to use, but at least I could get a web address that makes sense so people could find it easily, which you can't with a group.

Blah blah blah facebook makes me angry.