Most forums do not want you to whine, but apparently that is OK here

[Signe]

1. I am aware I am not special and I do hate myself, but it hurts and I can barely stand life.

2. I never said "Useless bump that would make even an emo laugh", I do not know why somebody says that is my quote.

3. I am aware that I look like crap, also, I am aware that my makeup makes me look even more crap.

4. I am very very serious, I have severe mental illness, which makes me very unstable emotionally.

5. I have been diagnoused properly by specialists and gone through long investigations.

6. I have been mentally ill as a child and my mental illnesses started developing more as I grew older.

7. I do have wonderful friends that I love very much and I love everybody else... ...Or hate them, I do not know, the thing is, there are some people I love even when I hate the world and the other people... ...I might love them, hate them, I can not see the difference if I do not love them when I hate the world.

8. I did not properly realise I was mentally disordered until I was 14 and I was diagnosed at 18.

9. You are right, I do not have to wear makeup, sometimes I wear a mask.

10. I hate the situation, I hate myself, I hate being mentally ill, I hate my psychiatrist.

11. I am not an especially whiny person, but you really do not know the torture and pain I have been through and still go through.

12. I want love from very specific people, the others I do not really care about.



I do not know how to end this message, perhaps with my motto: If you're attractive enough on the outside, people will forgive you for being irritating to the core.

[Methadrine]

*still like this girls style*

[Signe]

you are weird

fishies go pook pook pook

[Methadrine]

Maybe, but it's better to acknowledge that one's mentally ill rather than pretend one's not. Besides, those people are generally much more interesting than the rest of the population.

[Signe]

Ehh yeah I am aware that I am interesting, but that is the problem, people like me because I am interesting

[MollyMac]

no one said they like you.

[KontanKarite]

And how else would you want people to like you? Are you interesting because you are you?

Now if they like you because you have a plethora of mental illnesses... that's different. But I mean, if you're not interesting... why would I want to know you?

[Kanedawg]

Hey. All power to you. I was lucky to make it this far myself. I would say that I am weird but there is good weird and bad weird, and I generally channel it through creativity and exercise. "Mentally ill" can be kind of tough to define sometimes. I do believe in the link between more or less defined mental illness and originality of thinking and creativity in general. Have a good day and year.

[badteccy]

Originally Posted by Signe

Ehh yeah I am aware that I am interesting, but that is the problem, people like me because I am interesting

EPIC LULZ!
I love internet attention whores who make up a slew of problems to seem "edgy" and "unique" because they are actually really boring, and then play it off by saying shit like "oh, I know I'm not special".
Yes, we know you aren't stop making shit up. In my experience people with REAL problems don't talk about it much and make it out to be the pinnacle part of their personality.
Ugh, bitches ain't shit.

[dark_dragon_of_ice]

Originally Posted by badteccy

EPIC LULZ!
I love internet attention whores who make up a slew of problems to seem "edgy" and "unique" because they are actually really boring, and then play it off by saying shit like "oh, I know I'm not special".
Yes, we know you aren't stop making shit up. In my experience people with REAL problems don't talk about it much and make it out to be the pinnacle part of their personality.
Ugh, bitches ain't shit.

QFT !!!!.

[badteccy]

I made you a gift, Signe

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v3...eccy/arob0.jpg

[dark_dragon_of_ice]

I have to admit for a thread full of so much fail I see some win coming on...

[badteccy]

True story.

[Signe]

You can go fuck yourselves, I am a very serious person with real problems. And if you do not erase that photo from anywhere it may be I am going to get you into so much trouble, sweetie. I do not make things up, I am a very interesting eccentric individual and the reason I talk so much about my problem,s is that I am a serious chatterbox who always says too much about everything. I do very quirky things and people oftenly complimenting me on being so interesting and freaky and it kind of makes me feel worthless, because all the people I love, I love deeply and solemnly and sometimes I feel so sad because I am afraid I am loved for nothing more than being "freaky". Now lots of love to you all and badteccy worthless bitch go fuck yourself.

[korinna5555]

Originally Posted by Signe

And if you do not erase that photo from anywhere it may be I am going to get you into so much trouble, sweetie.

How so? Ever heard of freedom of speech/expression?
Even if that is you (I CERTAINLY hope not), it's not like she put your name and personal info..

[MollyMac]

No one here is your Sweetie, Darlin'.

Once you willingly post something in a public forum- guess what??? It's public domain. The list rules here state the obvious as to that. Common sense dictates that, also. But, hey, you lack what you lack.

Now, BadTeccy *is* a bitch, but I adore her because she knows her shit. She's only a bitch beacuse she's not saying what you want to hear, not coddling your oh-so-problematic ass (and funnily enough, it's only the sexy problems... no one EVER seems to mention the problems that aren't as sappily tragic, like being snivelly, entitled, and a dullard).

SO, although I decline your offer to go fuck myself, I will ask that you take yourself up on your offer, fuck yourself, and leave.

[Signe]

Well, you see, the difference between me and you people is that I am a mature, respectable grownup who came here to discuss things with other people... ...But most of you others here seem to be pathetic little whores who came here to bitch and mock people. Also, Kerri, sweetheart, you are aware of HOW MUCH I love you, there has to be a law against being SUCH a sweetie!

[Solumina]

Originally Posted by Signe

I came here to discuss things with other people

No you didn't. You started a thread to whine about your disorders. If you wanted to talk about them fine, talk. Ask if any of us share one or more of these disorders, or if we have any advice for you, but please try to spell properly as spelling errors do tend to give the appearance that you are a troll and/or idiot

[Hopeless_Joe]

after reading this whole thread, i have one thing i'd like to add.



i have gas.


it was expensive.

[Solumina]

damn you, you made me giggle out loud at work and now my coworkers are judging me

[Signe]

Well, the thing is, I have some serious problems in life, with my disorders and stuff. There are times when I get extremely sad and I like to write down stuff I am sad about. This forum seemed like a good place to do so and yes I did come to gothic to discuss things. Oh, I am sure I make much less spelling errors than most, but you see, when you are feeling crap maybe you do not want to look everything up/double check everything.

[Hopeless_Joe]

that's when ya gotta say 'don't you judge me!! i saw what you did with that gerbil!'

[Signe]

Also, I can add that, I did not do anything silly or unserious here, all I did was go into a forum listing up some of my very serious problems in life and if anybody mocks me because of my problems or mocks my photos I will destroy you into tiny little pieces. And yes, you must remove that picture and you must apologize or admit you are worthless pieces of crap. Peace and love, my little sweeties

[Mir]

Originally Posted by Signe

Well, the thing is, I have some serious problems in life, with my disorders and stuff. There are times when I get extremely sad and I like to write down stuff I am sad about. This forum seemed like a good place to do so and yes I did come to gothic to discuss things. Oh, I am sure I make much less spelling errors than most, but you see, when you are feeling crap maybe you do not want to look everything up/double check everything.

Dude, feel free to discuss whatever you have on your mind with me. I'm sorry you feel the way you do, but hey, A lot of us out there feel the same way. I do think talking about things can help alleviate some of the pain though and I offer you my ear.

[Solumina]

Originally Posted by Signe

I will destroy you into tiny little pieces.

I have to say that this does little for your credibility. I do not wish to mock you, only to help you become more accepted here (assuming that is what you would like to do). I believe the reason that so many members reacted so negatively to your post is because you are a very new member, you started your own thread when it could have been incorporated into an older thread, and your spelling/grammar sucked. It screams spoiled brat who thinks they are the greatest thing ever or troll, or attention whore. Then when you saw the first little glimmer of a flame you responded in a less than tactful manner (but really they were just having a bit of fun, nothing to get bothered by and if it really did hurt you then say "I'm sorry that is how it appears to you but it is the truth" and move on).

That said I'm sure that if you take a little longer to get to know the boards before making big deals out of things then we will all be happier. Some things may seem bitchy but for the most part it is all in good fun (we take a lot of jabs at each other but for the most part no harm is meant)