Down in The Depths

Angelic Dissonance · 06-30-2010, 06:43 PM

I am now expressing my poor sad little heart's pain that my internet stalker, whose job it is to unnecessarily demonize and redicule me, has forced me into a bipolar low. I will feel the cold, hard pressure of it in my racing heartbeat for the next several hours, and may be depressed for weeks, hopefully less. I am, of course, responsible for the deconstruction of all this person has hoped to accomplish on the site where they stalk me, but since they are determined to follow me no matter what site I enter, they are bound to see this. Curse you, internet stalker, CURSE YOU!!!!

Of course, most of their posts seem to be similar, in the fact that they are also whining. That may be all this person does, outside of feeling superior because of political involvement. Sadly, many with a passion for change are held back by their own bitterness and cynicism toward humanity, and too often, they wind up crawling back into this feeling of general superiority for protection.

Saddest of all, as an empath, I can sense the passion in this person. It is strong. If only they had something better to do than smash whatever prey they sense weakness in. I know I'm whiny, sometimes--but I really am sensitive. Either that, or more apathetic than I should be, usually. But that's why--because my feelings are strong.

"Grow up," someone might say. As if that helps. It only serves to amplify the apathy in the places where it hurts most. Well, that's my problem.

I know that soon, I may be smashed entirely by this person, my internet stalker. Their hatred for me knows no bounds. Why? I don't know. But, if they have such an affinity for me that they have to follow me around and remember everything I've said that can be used against me, in any way, then why don't they spend some time turning me into a useful and functioning [ WHATEVER* ]? What problem do they have with me, what did I do to them!?!? And why, oh why, in God's name won't they try to fix it!?!?!?

Thank you for participating in this rant. It is heartfelt, and I am a troll. Not on this forum, on a different one. Really. Maybe on BombingScience, where I have convinced graffiti artists that I am a cop.

*WHATEVER pertains to the image of something that I hopelessly shattered for this person, my internet stalker.

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 02:34 AM

Jeez you're a fag.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 03:48 AM

Nuh-uh.

Anyone else notice G.net was down this morning?

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 04:42 AM

Yr MOM was down this morning!

With my penis in her mouth!

Because we are in a relationship!

Basically, I'm your new Dad for the time being.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 05:23 AM

Good! I need two dads--this'll be just like that movie I was going to make, where me and John adopt a kid, and then at show and tell:

NEW SON: This is my dad.

He points to John, who stands behind him, to the left.

NEW SON: ....And this is my Other Dad.

He points to me, as I lean in a corner opposite John.

NEW SON: And this is my mom.

LOLz my girl loves kids. She says I love kids, too....

but that's what my last GF said, before she broke up with me. She said I was a pedophile. I told her that was a big word, for a twelve-year old....

Anyway, your comment has caused mild intestinal discomfort, which is a good thing!!! I was feeling a little constipated earlier, but NOW things are moving!!!!

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 05:41 AM

Christ you're annoying. It's like, You're not NOT funny, but at the same time, you're not funny. It's like when you see a comedian who's got potential, but blows it by not putting thought into his jokes.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 06:06 AM

Yeah, that's true... but then again, WHEN DO I GET PAID!?!?

* This really did give me gas. That's all it was, though. Anyway, how 'bout some pointers, then? Afraid to make a monster?

Ben Lahnger · 07-01-2010, 06:40 AM

Angelic Dissonance
This message is hidden because Angelic Dissonance is on your ignore list.

I have no idea what you posted here ... I can't see it. The minute you started posting in that eye-bleeding red-on-black text, I added you to my ignore list.

Because anyone who thinks it's more important to display a certain style than it is to make sure that other people can read their comments easily is too selfish and needy for me to bother with.

And this thread is once again an indicator that you are too selfish and needy to be bothered with.

Don't worry about replying. I won't see it.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 07:39 AM

'k, then not TO Ben, but FOR Ben, I apologize. I don't know of anyone else who has this difficulty, and as petty as several of my posts are, I am sorry I can't have your two cents. You're a cool guy.

However, in Internet Explorer, you can go to 'Internet Options', and click on 'Colors'. Then you can set your favorite text color, and your favorite background color as well. Wonderful, isn't it? And you can change the fonts, too!

All the same, I appreciate the post. Someone relay that to him, okay?

PS-- for anyone else, I also appologize. If it's REALLY such a hassle to read my posts, feel free to tell me.

NOW BACK TO THE depraved foolishness. DOWN WITH THE HOLY ROMAN EMPIRE!!!!!!

ape descendant · 07-01-2010, 12:07 PM

The red hurts my eyes too. I confess that sometimes I don't really read your vast walls of text because I can't focus on the bright, vibrating red for that long.. it is lovely.. but it makes my old eyes tired.

P.S. Remember not to take what people say on the internet too seriously. You'll keep more of your sanity that way.... the kind of sanity that you want to keep.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 12:14 PM

Really...? :'(
Then.... shall I....

....change? But to what? Any suggestions? Maybe this is a nice color.....

ape descendant · 07-01-2010, 12:19 PM

The darker red is much easier on the eyes.

Angelic Dissonance · 07-01-2010, 12:30 PM

OOoooo Kay then!!! The change has been made! Thank you, Ape Descendant!

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 12:35 PM

Or you could not be a dick and just use the regular text. Reading any style on here OTHER than what is standard gives me a fucking headache, literally. The contrast fucks with my already bad eyesight. I can't even go and see those shitty 3D movies without having to go to the hospital twenty minutes into due to a migraine that's causing nosebleeds.

vindicatedxjin · 07-01-2010, 12:45 PM

You've got to be exaggerating.

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 12:49 PM

You've got to be shutting the Mothering fuck up, dick sneeze.

vindicatedxjin · 07-01-2010, 12:50 PM

Why are you such an angry little man?

ape descendant · 07-01-2010, 01:03 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelic Dissonance

OOoooo Kay then!!! The change has been made! Thank you, Ape Descendant!

Any time, hon.

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 01:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by vindicatedxjin

Why are you such an angry little man?

Because it's funny.

vindicatedxjin · 07-01-2010, 01:11 PM

Yah Danny Davito is pretty funny...

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 01:12 PM

Now, my question to you is why are you such a camwhore?

vindicatedxjin · 07-01-2010, 01:12 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by JCC.

Now, my question to you is why are you such a camwhore?

Because I know I'm good looking.

ape descendant · 07-01-2010, 01:16 PM

This message is hidden because JCC. is on your ignore list.

vindicatedxjin · 07-01-2010, 01:17 PM

I doubt he cares.

JCC. · 07-01-2010, 01:20 PM

And I know I'm fucking amazing, therefore right about everything, even if I contradict myself or plain fact. If I say the sky is actually my huge cock protecting you from alien invaders, the sky actually becomes that. And when I say you, if anything, are average, you are. Filters, copious amounts of make-up, Photopooping and inventive camera angles do not help to hide the ugliness that is your disgusting, VD riddled soul.

Now, someone translate that into German for the Nazi Youth Club Rep to understand.