Who am i ?

Lifeless · 01-23-2011, 01:10 PM

hello

first i'd like to say something

goth is not about fashion o music or "black color"

it's about what's inside

am speaking for my self i feel 100% goth inside

that's why i signed up here

anyway

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1. What do you do? (Hobbies, job)

im in high school , student

i like to write and sing and draw

2. Where are you from?

am from the kingdom of saudi arabia

3. Who is your favorite author?

i don't have a favorite i like to listen to music more than reading

4. What are your favorite films?

JEEPERS CREEPERS , click , truman show

5. What music do you want played at your wedding?

not alone by red

6. At your funeral?

Hymn For The Missing by red

7. This IS a gothic website, so... how do you want to die?

like i lived , alone , in my warm bed

8. What kind of casket would you want?

anything to keep me away and hidden from people i hate

9. What's your FAVORITE outfit?

skinny black jeans and black jeans

10. What's one thing you miss about being a little kid?

happiness

11. What's your favorite band?

red for sure

i also love dead by april and my dying bride and evanescence

12. What kind of education do you have? What is/was/will be your major?

i wanna be a psychologist

13. Why did you join?

i had no where to go when people ignored me the most

14. If the first 13 questions didn't give it away. What is your gender?

lost man in a sad big world

,,

in the end i wanna say

i hope i feel home here

cuz i hope u understand me

when no one else could

Superman · 01-23-2011, 01:26 PM

Wreck yo'self Mothafucka.

Anesthesia · 01-24-2011, 05:55 AM

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Originally Posted by Lifeless

goth is not about fashion o music or "black color"

it's about what's inside

am speaking for my self i feel 100% goth inside

Could you explain that? What is "100% goth inside" for you? I'm curious

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-24-2011, 06:04 AM

I love it when people come to a gothic website and try to define what it is to be a goth.

Alan · 01-24-2011, 08:58 AM

Now this is interesting. We (in general) praised a girl from a similar region even if she misinterpreted the goth culture because at least she's making it her own.
This guy annoys me though. How can I reconcile both?
I think it's the sense of entitlement of this guy that annoys me.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-24-2011, 09:10 AM

I didn't praise shit. I called her an idiot too. If she had the resources to listen to the music and to discover the "emo" style, she should have also had the resources to research what the fuck she was talking about.

Alan · 01-24-2011, 10:09 AM

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I didn't praise shit. I called her an idiot too.

And that makes you a fucking idiot. I'm not talking to you. I'm positing an opinion towards those who actually think and will eventually end reading this thread.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-24-2011, 10:13 AM

Awww i love you too Alan. I was just spitting out my opinion of her and only directed the post to you, because you brought her up and reminded me.

Alan · 01-24-2011, 10:16 AM

Yeah and you remind us how stupid you are.

What's your opinion on piercings? plugs? tattoos? corsets?
Let's see if you're not a hypocrite.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-24-2011, 10:21 AM

Jeez, didn't think everyone here considered me an idiot. I would definitely hate being the Gnet dumbass.

And, i like all that you listed. I am a little unaware at how that indulges me into hypocrisy.

Apathy's_Child · 01-24-2011, 10:44 AM

Yeah Jilly, why the sandy vagina?

Alan · 01-24-2011, 10:46 AM

She's annoying. All her opinions are at best dull and unoriginal and at worst infuriating and on par with Opteron Man.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-24-2011, 10:51 AM

...Me? Well i apologize for being dull and unoriginal. Perhaps i will try to impress you when a chance arises, however it seems you already set and image for me and that would be difficult to change. On the factor of being annoying, it seems i have that effect on most. Don't really understand why, but none the less, it happens frequently. However, i am not a female, i am a male. Although, my gender has little to do with anything right now your impression of me does.

Saya · 01-24-2011, 11:19 AM

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She's annoying. All her opinions are at best dull and unoriginal and at worst infuriating and on par with Opteron Man.

Whoa whoa whoa, lets not get crazy. I have yet to see underwear photos or conspiracy theories and perpetual motion schemes.

Still Jack · 01-24-2011, 11:30 AM

I think I may actually have to agree with Superman on this one.

Versus · 01-24-2011, 06:40 PM

Murder.Of.Crows: It would help if you didn't try so hard to say something smart every time someone bashes you. If you just spoke plainly and said something like "Fuck off," it might be easier for you.

But maybe not. It's possible that quirk just annoys the shit out of me, only.

Alan: I was really tempted to troll this dude, but then I remembered the Saudi Arabia thing. Is that wrong?

Pineapple_Juice · 01-24-2011, 09:04 PM

WTF? Murder of Crows is a dude? I could have sworn you posted pictures of yourself on the picture thread and you were a chick. I said something about how every time I see your username I think it says "Murder of Cows".
I could have SWORN that was you.
My world's been rocked.

Also, I never found you particularly annoying. I think Alan is menstruating or something. Either that or I'm annoying enough myself that I don't notice when other people are annoying.

....now that I think of it, that seems a likely explanation.

PS-I want Opteron back.

Alan · 01-24-2011, 09:36 PM

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How is existence even possible?
If everything is made of atoms where did atoms come from? How can nothing produce something?

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it is more of an infatuation for the darker styles of art

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So one night i wanted to discuss things we as Americans do that don't make since. Like for example why we celebrate so many holidays the way we do.

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I have never heard you sound so much like an ignorant douche before.

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In a poor demonstrated example; If you do something or act differently, then you must be gay, because i'm not gay

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I think we share a similar outcast from society. (crap that really doesn't make since) But, it is still drastically different between our cultures

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But, i guess i don't blame them for being ignorant, just wish someone had done a little studying before commenting.

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I didn't praise shit. I called her an idiot too.

Seriously people?

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-25-2011, 05:00 AM

Haha, way to take me out of context.

The first comment you posted was just a question for a thread of random questions, not really to be taken seriously.

The second one was most likely me being an idiot, got me there.

The third is what occurred while i was drunk and talking with some friends, i was merely reiterating that conversation.

The fourth I was new and when i joined, at that time, Kontan was generally posting in the politics section and sounded to be someone reasonable. I have learned much more about the Kontan and Desp. show now and would have not posted that presently.

The next two i don't see how that is annoying.

Finally the last two i stand by.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-25-2011, 07:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Versus

Murder.Of.Crows: It would help if you didn't try so hard to say something smart every time someone bashes you. If you just spoke plainly and said something like "Fuck off," it might be easier for you.

But maybe not. It's possible that quirk just annoys the shit out of me, only.

That very thing seems to be my downfall in the real world too. I was told i need not take things so seriously all the time. I just, i dunno, automatically assume that i need to defend myself the best way i can, so not to be seen as an idiot. Seems it kind of backfired, but it always does anyway. I don't want to be taken as a troll or a bashing toy, i actually want to earn the very respect from here as i have for you all. Fuck, now i am just whining, maybe i am an idiot. I guess i will try your suggested approach.

Alan · 01-25-2011, 08:08 AM

I jut quoted places where your opinions are redundant, dude (you best)
I would be here forever if I had quoted those where you show you feel some sense of undeserved superiority. You've been here three months and you're one of the ones that insult the newbies the most while being exactly on their caliber.

Are we clear now? Mkay.

Murder.Of.Crows · 01-25-2011, 08:18 AM

I see. I realized that i was perhaps a little quick to jump in with the big dogs after reading through previous posts of mine. Understandably, i would feel your aggravation in your place as well. I'll try to not be so quick to cast judgment on those new here, since i am still rather new and stop speaking as if i have been here for years, rather than months.