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Old 08-09-2006, 12:06 AM   #51
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lol. Your lucky, your the one listening in. My phone lines were crossed with the neighbors for a few months and they can hear everything i said. They often picked up the phone and easedropped to pass time as i was talking to a certain gf on the phone.
!!!!!!!!! SHOULD I BE SCREAMING MY ASS OFF RIGHT NOW?????
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Old 08-09-2006, 12:07 AM   #52
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!!!!!!!!! SHOULD I BE SCREAMING MY ASS OFF RIGHT NOW?????
Oh yea, i kind of forgot to tell you about that.... dont worry... they didnt hear anything good.... it was early on in the relationship.
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Old 08-09-2006, 12:08 AM   #53
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Hello this is *insert her full name here* may i please speak to *my full name here* the son?

No! It's:

Hello this is *full name* may i please speak to *friend's name*?

or for the bf

Hello this is *full name* may i please speak to *bf's name* the son?
-damn those uncreative parents! their gonna have Christopher the VII or something!
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Old 08-09-2006, 12:10 AM   #54
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No! It's:

Hello this is *full name* may i please speak to *friend's name*?

or for the bf

Hello this is *full name* may i please speak to *bf's name* the son?
-damn those uncreative parents! their gonna have Christopher the VII or something!
I prefer the old *dial number* *someone picks up* Me: "YOU!"
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Hmm.. There's another thing I always see, though it isn't "creepy" per se. It's very subtle. And it's everywhere, just hanging in the air.. Almost as though it's the air itself? Tiny, tiny specks [no, they are not on my eyes] that move like schools of fish in either a swooping, swirling or just straight up-and-down motion. I can't pin down a color because they don't exactly have a color.. Very hard to explain. Anyone ever see this?

Oh, and also: a variation of this seems to occur around things like telephone wires outside along the side of the road. Like this translucent energy swirling around the wires continuously.. sometimes grayish or greenish, again, hard to determine.
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Old 08-10-2006, 10:54 AM   #56
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You know what happens to me?...and it is creepy.

Sometimes, when I go to sleep there appear to be sounds in my head that start controling how I understand everything that is going on around me. The silence is no longer silent and I get a sence of fear for no reason.
And these aren't sounds, actually, more like movement or just something...I really have no idea how to explain it. It's a feeling of chaos....and it gets faster and faster if i can't get rid of it by calming down...and then it is so fast that I can't control it anymore so i have to stand up, turn on the light and try to do something to take my consentration away from it.

Sometimes it almost sounds like a man's voice that makes sounds like a moving mass of some creamy and chunky substance, lava for example. Can you imagine a human voice making such sounds?

I just don't get these happenings and I can tell you, it freaks the heck out of me every time.
When I was younger I used to think that I was going insane, but since my thoughts were uninfluenced, I have no clue what this is.

I doubt that anyone knows what I was just blabbering about, right?
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There was a girl that lived down the road from me (not like right near me but about 10 min away which is close when you live out in the country like I do) who decided, at the age of 16 (maybe 15 I’m not quite sure) that joining a cult was a good idea. She, and two older (early 20s) guys (one of whom she was sleeping with) from the cult ritualistically killed her family and drank their blood then set the house on fire. Oh and they didn't know that she had anything to do with it for a little bit so she was still living a fairly normal life, going to school, shopping, etc. for over a week.
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Old 08-10-2006, 12:37 PM   #58
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Haha, wow, thats fuxing creepy solumnia.

God I hate irrational cults...
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Old 08-10-2006, 12:48 PM   #59
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You know what happens to me?...and it is creepy.

Sometimes, when I go to sleep there appear to be sounds in my head that start controling how I understand everything that is going on around me. The silence is no longer silent and I get a sence of fear for no reason.
And these aren't sounds, actually, more like movement or just something...I really have no idea how to explain it. It's a feeling of chaos....and it gets faster and faster if i can't get rid of it by calming down...and then it is so fast that I can't control it anymore so i have to stand up, turn on the light and try to do something to take my consentration away from it.

Sometimes it almost sounds like a man's voice that makes sounds like a moving mass of some creamy and chunky substance, lava for example. Can you imagine a human voice making such sounds?

I just don't get these happenings and I can tell you, it freaks the heck out of me every time.
When I was younger I used to think that I was going insane, but since my thoughts were uninfluenced, I have no clue what this is.

I doubt that anyone knows what I was just blabbering about, right?
I do................
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Old 08-10-2006, 02:30 PM   #60
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...................and have you got any clever explanation?
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Old 08-10-2006, 02:48 PM   #61
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You know what happens to me?...and it is creepy.

Sometimes, when I go to sleep there appear to be sounds in my head that start controling how I understand everything that is going on around me. The silence is no longer silent and I get a sence of fear for no reason.
And these aren't sounds, actually, more like movement or just something...I really have no idea how to explain it. It's a feeling of chaos....and it gets faster and faster if i can't get rid of it by calming down...and then it is so fast that I can't control it anymore so i have to stand up, turn on the light and try to do something to take my consentration away from it.

Sometimes it almost sounds like a man's voice that makes sounds like a moving mass of some creamy and chunky substance, lava for example. Can you imagine a human voice making such sounds?

I just don't get these happenings and I can tell you, it freaks the heck out of me every time.
When I was younger I used to think that I was going insane, but since my thoughts were uninfluenced, I have no clue what this is.

I doubt that anyone knows what I was just blabbering about, right?
Sounds like some sort of panic attack. When I get panic attacks, I'm suddenly afraid of everything and a lot of sounds get really loud, but muffled, and I spaz out tyribng to make sure all the lights are on, and I feel like I'm not getting eough air in my lungs which makes me even more panicky, and so on and so forth until I can manage to breathe again and calm myself down. The feeling of uncontrollabel chao is pretty common for me with panic attacks too. Suddenly there's too much going on, too many things moving, too much for me to possibly concentrate on any of it and it drives me nuts.
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Old 08-10-2006, 02:53 PM   #62
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Hmm.. There's another thing I always see, though it isn't "creepy" per se. It's very subtle. And it's everywhere, just hanging in the air.. Almost as though it's the air itself? Tiny, tiny specks [no, they are not on my eyes] that move like schools of fish in either a swooping, swirling or just straight up-and-down motion. I can't pin down a color because they don't exactly have a color.. Very hard to explain. Anyone ever see this?

Oh, and also: a variation of this seems to occur around things like telephone wires outside along the side of the road. Like this translucent energy swirling around the wires continuously.. sometimes grayish or greenish, again, hard to determine.
The same kind of thing happens to me all the time, I just figured that it had to do with the fact that my eyes are a little wonky (one sees things with a slightly blue tint, the other slightly orangish red, kind of like one sees things with a warm glow and the other cool...its hard to describe)
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Old 08-10-2006, 03:22 PM   #63
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Thats awesome, its kinda like fire and ice. haha
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Old 08-10-2006, 03:27 PM   #64
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Sounds like some sort of panic attack. When I get panic attacks, I'm suddenly afraid of everything and a lot of sounds get really loud, but muffled, and I spaz out tyribng to make sure all the lights are on, and I feel like I'm not getting eough air in my lungs which makes me even more panicky, and so on and so forth until I can manage to breathe again and calm myself down. The feeling of uncontrollabel chao is pretty common for me with panic attacks too. Suddenly there's too much going on, too many things moving, too much for me to possibly concentrate on any of it and it drives me nuts.
But you know, with me its not really that, becuase my thoughts are in no way controled by this phenomenon. It seems to happen to the rest of my body, but not my mind. And also, this feeling appears to be only inside of me, not having anything in common with the rest of the surroundings.
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Old 08-11-2006, 04:49 PM   #65
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The same kind of thing happens to me all the time, I just figured that it had to do with the fact that my eyes are a little wonky (one sees things with a slightly blue tint, the other slightly orangish red, kind of like one sees things with a warm glow and the other cool...its hard to describe)
Interesting.. Did that just apply to the seeing spirals around things or are you referring to the "particles", or? Since it seems a bit puzzling as to how the color thing could relate.. Hmm. I also notice that the "particles" seem most active/prevalent around patterns--- patterned carpet, especially. It makes this bouncing motion above it, but it's all very organized and symmetrical.


I keep remembering other random things..

A while back for a short period of time, my bed would sort of rock/shake while I was trying to go to sleep [though never really tired yet]. It always occured shortly after I shut my eyes.. Then there would be this light rocking/shaking feeling, and over my shoulder I'd sense some sort of presence.. Then when I'd open my eyes it would all stop and feel normal again. And I'd keep getting glimpses of a middle-aged woman with black and grey hair standing over there sort of staring at me.

Later it would happen upon waking up. The bed thing, that is. And throughout the night I would wake up sporadically to a similar thing-- except it would be my body rather than my bed shaking. My entire body, briefly, as though I was being electrocuted. It was odd.
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I was at some sort of thing... there was alot of people.. and I had split my foot open the day before... I was getting bandaged because it was staining their carpet and they wouldn't let my do the bandaid... then while they are bandagine my foot this guy comes up and grabbed my ass... That was creepy...
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Old 08-11-2006, 08:05 PM   #67
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Wellbutrin, you say? Interesting. I'm on that stuff myself and have had similar experiences both ona nd off of the medication. Speaking of which that Sonata sleeping pill stuff? Oh my God... my doctor put me n that for a while and I had the most insane hallucinations. Everything was moving and spinning and I was wide awake I couldn't sleep, and I'd look down, see my own arm, and it wouldn't register right away that it was my arm and I spazzed out. It was horrible.
I have an overactive imagination that causes halucinations... if I come home alone I wander around my house and look at the weird shit my imagination creates
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Old 08-12-2006, 03:00 PM   #68
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Have ya'll ever heard "Hotel California" by The Eagles? Most people have, at least here in the states. Anyways, it's about a mental hospital, and I happen to live in the same town where that building is located.
The mental hospital thing is a great story, but it's not actually true. The same goes for stories that "Hotel California" is about Satanism, cannibals, or Aleister Crowley (they just can't kill the Beast!). They're all just stories that arose due to the somewhat enigmatic lyrics. However, the song is actually an allegory about living the hedonistic lifestyle.

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Old 08-12-2006, 08:23 PM   #69
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The mental hospital thing is a great story, but it's not actually true. The same goes for stories that "Hotel California" is about Satanism, cannibals, or Aleister Crowley (they just can't kill the Beast!). They're all just stories that arose due to the somewhat enigmatic lyrics. However, the song is actually an allegory about living the hedonistic lifestyle.

http://www.snopes.com/music/songs/hotel.htm

Haha, ok, so technically I guess I exaggerated a bit. But it was the hospital rumored to be the "hotel California". At least, that's what everyone in the county says.
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Haha, ok, so technically I guess I exaggerated a bit. But it was the hospital rumored to be the "hotel California". At least, that's what everyone in the county says.
It was still a good story. I'm just obsessively correct.
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Interesting.. Did that just apply to the seeing spirals around things or are you referring to the "particles", or? Since it seems a bit puzzling as to how the color thing could relate.. Hmm. I also notice that the "particles" seem most active/prevalent around patterns--- patterned carpet, especially. It makes this bouncing motion above it, but it's all very organized and symmetrical.
well I tend to see the spirals where there is a sharp deviding line between very different colors (like when looking at a pattern I tend to see them every where or when looking at a red house with a white door I see them around the door frame). As for the particles I see them when I'm looking at a large area of the same (or very similar) color and I tend to see them right in front of me, in the area where my vision overlaps, so I just assumed that it was my wonky eyes interacting
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i see things too...
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Flame-Grill?

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Old 08-28-2006, 01:47 PM   #74
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Well when i was younger in another house..my bed used to shake everything turned red and i swear that i wasnt asleep!! and i used to see a skull next to my bed. And when i was even younger at night i used to see this weird stuff on the walls and i got up and i ran for it although when i got to these steps to the kitchen i can barly walk and then im struggling to get away from this thing that is chasing me and i begin to crawl helplessly and then i curl up and then i get dragged back into my room. What the hell happend?
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Old 08-28-2006, 03:28 PM   #75
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yeah i see things too. when i'm on acid . o and darkness-creepshow i'm sure it was just a really real dream. I have those ALL THE TIME. infact a few days ago i was coming down on e and me and some people smoked a few bowls so we could eat and go to sleep and the next morning I thought my bf was there and i was kind of sleeping over at my best friends house (who turns out to be a guy) and i thought my bf was killing my best friend(kelly)(not real name) and when i woke up i started screaming and I looked up and kelly was right there. Sleeping.
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