he is dead help

Riddick · 10-29-2005, 11:21 AM

my best freind i have knowen for years start keeping things from me and than he started to do things he didnt do before.I found he was being bullied but by the time i found out i killed himself.and i was the one who found him.i than found the bullies and i losed it i hit them and kept hitting intill there was blood all over my hands.and before my freind killed about a week before i sew him in a dream i sew him killing himself and once he was dead i have a dream of him killing himself.and now im scared to go to sleep and i now want to kill myself.wat should i do

polished_wolf_claws · 10-29-2005, 01:03 PM

well, first off. Don't Kill yourself. What would that solve?

secondly, talk to some one. need it be a counciller, a parent, a sibling or another friend, talking helps. Sure internet people will help some.... but there is a lack of personal acknowledgement online.

Lord Dagon · 11-01-2005, 03:13 PM

Wow, I know how that feels, because I've been in so many similiar situations. But forget about me, this is about you, and you created this thread for help.
What I can offer is that its best not to kill yourself. That would show that you can't handle it, and I know that you have that will to handle the problem. What you did to the bully wasn't wrong at all, in fact, he should have gotten a LOT worse, so I applaude you for that.
Anyway, don't kill yourself, talk about this problem, write it down, don't let your thoughts build up inside, let them out too. If you can't share them, at least write them down because its too much for a heart to carry (I would know).
What else I can offer is a bit of peer-to-peer conversation, because I've helped at least a dozen kids with their problems and saved at least two of their lives. Talk with me, and I'll do what I can....if you have AIM, my screen name is
Lord Dagon 5
....if not, e-mail me, Lord_Dagon_@************
I want to help, and if possible, make you feel better. Consider what I told you, please get better. I wish you the best for you, good fellow...

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 09:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Xnguela

So, are you ok?

I don't think he (or she) is. It takes time to recover from stuff like that...I just hope Riddick doesn't kill himself (herself)....

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 09:55 AM

I don't know about you, but I'm kind of scared for Riddick.
He hasn't posted anything since that post, and now I'm beginning to think he actually went through with it without reading this. This is kind of freaky....

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 10:05 AM

Well, a mental institution is much better than home alone where there is temptation...but an enormous chill went down my spine when I read this thread, and it wont leave......maybe I'll go see his profile and try to contact him, if possible....

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 10:09 AM

No, its not possible to e-mail him...he didn't post it...maybe I'll ask an administrator....

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 11:15 AM

im fine ive just got stuff to sort out thats all

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 11:41 AM

i have seen a doctor and he is helping me.

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 11:48 AM

Hmm, dos that mean you wont need me?
Its fine, as long as you're okay...I still applaude you for the bully beating.....

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 11:54 AM

i sew the bullies today and me and my mates are makeing they're lives hell

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 11:58 AM

Heh, that's the spirit!
But of course, if it goes to trial, you have to be absolutely sure that the suicide was the bullies's fault...e-mail me so I can give you some advice (not that I know much) on how to win a law case....I won my first trial (not according to the gay-ass jury) fair and square, but the votes were based on popularity of the clients and attorneys...I even made a thread about it somewhere in this section....

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 12:02 PM

Cool.it was theyre felt because it said in his note

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 12:14 PM

That's the perfect evidence, but they might try to question if he wrote it, and sometimes attorneys are severely smart....

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 12:15 PM

PS- Are you going to e-mail, then?

polished_wolf_claws · 11-02-2005, 12:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Lord Dagon

Heh, that's the spirit!
But of course, if it goes to trial, you have to be absolutely sure that the suicide was the bullies's fault...e-mail me so I can give you some advice (not that I know much) on how to win a law case....I won my first trial (not according to the gay-ass jury) fair and square, but the votes were based on popularity of the clients and attorneys...I even made a thread about it somewhere in this section....

Ummm....... If the jury (Regardless of their asses sexual preference) says that it's a deadlock... YOU DIDN'T WIN.
and just because you have done ONE case and *ALMOST* WON... does not give you any sort of insight to any real legal matters.

And as a note to the Gay-Ass Comment. It's offensive and immature. I realize that your only a kid, but even my nephew realizes that Homophobia and discrimatory slang is offensive... and he is 5.

I don't want to be rude... or to come across as an asshole.... but think before you speak dude.... It'll spare you the tounge-lashings from Xng and them.

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 12:19 PM

well if he dont write the letter than i dont know why esle he would.and i might email but my email isn't working

Lord Dagon · 11-02-2005, 12:29 PM

Heh.....you speak true words, and I know I don't know much at all (almost nothing, in fact), but I'm just starting....heh....you bitch because you love?
I'll think from now on....I'm kind of lost, is all...

Riddick · 11-02-2005, 12:44 PM

a mate i dont care wat you put to tell the truth your trying to help me.and i o you one for that

Lord Dagon · 11-03-2005, 05:29 AM

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Originally Posted by Riddick

a mate i dont care wat you put to tell the truth your trying to help me.and i o you one for that

Thanks, maybe I'll ask my law teachers on their ways to win a case, since they've been in that business for 30 years now, and they were attorneys...good ones....

Lord Dagon · 11-03-2005, 09:59 AM

Oh my God, Riddick, now I need help....I'm turning into your friend, and in the same way....there are bullies, and they wont quit, no matter how badly I cuss them out they tell me that I can't take a joke, but what kind of Fucking joke is that? My blood is rushing so fast right now, I want to kill SOOOOO BADLYYYYYY, but I can't take that risk.......

Demonista_Ravenesque · 11-04-2005, 06:17 AM

Hey Riddick, sorry about your friend, I've been through something similar when I witnessed one of my close friends, Cadence overdose in front of my very eyes. I starved myself, I went through a process of self mutilation, i went through drug abuse, whatever childish self harming behaviour was available, I did it.

Doctors, counsellors and all those sorts didn't help me either, but I found help in the weirdest places, when I bumped into a girl...I think her name was Lucia, she was battered and adorned with scars, She went through the same thing I went through and got over it, I looked at her as a rolemodel..My inspiration.

Basically, I'm saying, if doctors aren't helping, find inspiration

I hope you're ok.

Riddick · 11-05-2005, 09:31 AM

lord dagon you need get some mates together and next time the bullies came to you.you will have someone to help you make shore they dont make a other joke.and plus your mates can say that you didnt do anything.

Riddick · 11-05-2005, 09:37 AM

im fine thanks i have found a great place where i can get away from everything.how is you

Riddick · 11-05-2005, 09:41 AM

yeh it was it gave ideas i didnt think of before